You know, when someone says sth over and over again in the midst of mixed emotions, he/she may really mean it deep inside. It may b a hidden feeling which would one way or another be displayed sooner or later.

Having heard it again today, i know that's what you really want. Maybe we're just trying to keep it together for all the wrong reasons.

I'm always reasoning things out in my own little mind. Bickering with my own thoughts and feelings. But when the heart and mind argues, heart would always win though ultimately, the mind would take control. This happens when the heart is broken beyond repair and the mind would have to be troubled to fix it.

My own thoughts and feelings are still bickering endlessly from just now. My head is spinning and turning and tying knots all around. If only i could just lie down and be done with everything in my sleep.. and when tomorrow comes, i'll just put on my mask and pretend that nth ever happens, like i always do..