I read diz particular message from diz particular person over and over again.
I swear my heart stopped beating from the moment I start reading it till the point I'm finished with the last word. Like woah, criusly.
Somehow, somewhr, diz period of time feels like calm before the storm. =\
Monday, January 25, 2010 4:09 PM
"Stress and immune system are directly linked."
Feelings that often comes from stress: - tired loads of time - moods change for no reason - can't concentrate - cry over stupid things - can't sleep - headaches - no motivation to do anything - loss of enthusiasm
Maybe dat's why I'm falling sick soo easily these days. It's becoming a common 'daily habit' for me.
I'm too stressed out and I need a breather; to think positively and not get too emotional over things.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 8:29 PM
& 2mrw shall be a better day, I hope..
I slept the most amount of hours since goodness-knows-when today. BUT, it was the tido-tido ayam kinda sleep. U noe the kind of sleep whr u wake up every few hours feeling very uncomfortable?
Yeah, I had dat kind of sleep albeit long hours of it. & dat everytime i woke up, i'll be checking all the hps dat i have, hoping dat dere would be a msg. && i would get back to my sleep feeling very disappointed.
I'm sorry for what I did and didn't do. But i noe dat sorry juz wouldnt suffice. =(
Somehow, somewhere I got diz naggy feeling dat smth bad will happen soon. I'm alrd down with flu but even if it continues till 2mrw, I'll have to drag myself to work.
Shall head to bed early tonite and pray for a better 2mrw, insya'allah.
Saturday, January 9, 2010 8:00 AM
Random random~
I thought my mom's the only one who's such a nit-pick in terms of cleanliness and stuff, but i was wrong.
Was reading the "first person" section in my weekly dose of entertainment news; 8days and couldn't stop laughing when i read diz;
(1) "extracted a tissue from her pocket, picked up her fork and wiped it" (2) "when i got into my hotel room, the first thing i do is wipe down the telephone, remote control, light switches and toilet seat (in that order) with my trusty Lysol disinfectant spray" (3) "after selecting the most suitable cubicle, she will carefully lay strips of toilet paper onto the seat. Ideally, you need a cushion about three strips of toilet paper onto the toilet seat"
LOL! I'm guilty of no.1 occasionally. As for no.3, i do choose my cubicle preferring the squat ones over the seat ones but I juz wiped it clean and not put layers of toilet rolls on it. *y the heck do i tell diz so freely here?* (=X)
Haha! BUT! Mom would do exactly the same as the things listed above, PLUS a whole load more lah!
Thursday, January 7, 2010 11:50 PM
The reason y I havent been blogging much lately...
I noe I've been blogging much much lesser these few days mths.
& I think it's coz now i have sum1 to share all my thoughts and worries and whatnots, and dat person is bf.
Everytime I have smth to blog about, i'll share them with bf and so by the time i got home to the main posting page, all the excitedness will be gone.
Like for example, when I first saw/heard about Sezairi being crowned the 3rd season SI winner. Was really upset with the result coz I was supporting Sylvia, and wanted to blog about my thoughts. BUT! Shared it with bf almost immediately and then no more urge to blog. (haha!)
So yeah, not sure if I can come up with any interesting posts again. Not dat I've ever written any interesting post in the first place though, haha! =P
2mrw's off day for werk. NOT! Took leave to acc bf to his appointment in NUH, then to smwhr someplace la ehh.
Wah, siao liao. I cant stop mentioning him (bf) throughout diz whole post seh.
Okay lah, b4 I continue yakking about him, I guess i better stop here. Nitez ya'all~ =)
Friday, January 1, 2010 2:41 PM
It's the new year, yet I'm feeling like shyt. =(
I realized dat I'm getting ridiculously sensitive over small matters dat wouldnt have mattered much in the past.