Saturday, December 12, 2009 10:12 PM
"I'd rather be optimistic and a fool, than pessimistic and right."
Went out with Raj and Clarice earlier today.
As usual, had a really long talk about everything and anything with them both.
And I realized smth, all of us are having problems with our future.
Maybe it's not really a problem, but more of worrying too much bout wad the future holds for us.
Guess we're still adapting to the fact that we're already considered adults who have the responsibility of our lives on our hands.
Not dat we havent had dat responsibility before, but it's juz dat it used to be soo much different back when we're still in poly.The stress was a totally different level as compared to now.Anewaes, we made a pact!
Dat is in 4 years to come, maybe we'll go to a holiday smwhr tgt.
By then, I'll be 24 and they'll be 25 so we're all adult enuff to go on a holiday on our own rytttte..
We're all soo excited bout dat, so let dat be smth to look forward to.
=)
And yeah, when Raj was telling us about his 21st birthday sometime bck in October, it made me realized anthr thing.
Dat is, last yr, my own bdae seemed soo perfect and I felt happy with my life.
But ryte now, it's like I'm struggling with stuff and nth seem to be in place.
As said earlier, maybe juz maybe, I'm still adapting to my schedule.
The non-diploma related work + sch + bf + family.
& last yr, I could rmbr clearly dat Raj and Clarice was away during my bdae.
&& diz yr, bf's away to KL with his family for a wedding.
&&& I have sch 2mrw!
Gosh, hopefully 2mrw faster come and go.Hmm, shit lah, I shudn't be worrying about diz stuff at diz point of time.Okay2, i better stop here.
I still havent done my assignment yet and dere's only a few more days left till the deadline.
I'm so so dead lah.
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Oh yah, diz phrase is soo me lah.
"I'd rather be optimistic and a fool, than pessimistic and right."
So, in simplified terms, I'm a fool arh.
WTH WTH WTH, haha!