July has been and it still is exhausting. So many negative things happened and is still happening.

It doesn't help that even in this holy month of Ramadhan, i'm still stuck with my old personality. My resolutions for the month is not even fulfilled or even started on yet.

You know, there's this powerful saying in the Quran which goes "bear with patience whatever befall you (31:17)" and "grieve not, surely Allah is with you (9:40)".

When we're sad, we'll be overwhelmed with all the negative thoughts and then it will continue on and on till u remember all of the past negative thoughts. At least for me, that is. When i start feeling down, all my past memories ( the bad ones) will start flooding in my mind. And as it happens, it'll just make u feel worse.

What shud be done is to relate all your sorrows to Him, and only Him cause he's always listening and not judging. He knows and understands, and will never judge you for anything. Your true intentions and thoughts can never be hidden and the good thing is, after you've let it all out, you'll feel so much better inside out.

Alhamdulillah now still is Ramadhan and there is still time to change myself insya'allah.