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Tuesday, January 24, 2012 9:16 PM
When u really shouldnt care about what others say and just be yourself
I have never been one with a good fashion sense.Looking back at my poly pics, I've realized that I used to simply wear long-sleeved shirts with jeans. Back then what I wore was those oversized long-sleeved shirts which covers my butt. Never once was I bothered about how I look, all i wanted was to be comfortable in whatever that I wear.
And then as I moved on to hit 20, I think that's when I start to realize that I gotta change that.& what acted as a catalyst was when I heard comments from someone who don't even know me that well. Hurtful and demoralizing comment that will forever be stuck with me till idk when.
I was said to be dressed like a 'makcik' and 'i look fat'.
Imagine you happily dressing up however u want, but then u got that kind of comments. When all i ever wanted was to cover myself comfortably. & so that was when I really started to look for more proper (in the sense, more fashionable? idk) clothes. I started noticing what others wear, and how. Like I became more keen on pretty floral dresses, and totally stopped
wearing long-sleeved shirts.
Now, my wardrobe have lotsa new clothes which include dresses and cardigans, which I now find as too troublesome and hot to wear. End up, I went back to my long-sleeved
shirts but this time round instead of with jeans, i pair them up with skirts. Ohh how stupid am I to listen to what others say and to change myself to suit their taste(s)?
&& I know I'm not your typical skinny girl, but neither am i fat. I have always had weight issues since 20. Before that age and all the self-conscious thing start popping up, I was happy being what I am, wearing what I deem comfortable. I have always been this heavy and this short since after secondary school. Despite being this heavy and this short, I am healthy and my BMI falls within the normal range.
But why do they care? & why should I care about what others feel? This is MY body and as long as I'm healthy, syukur alhamdulillah. I shud really stop caring about what others feel or think.
With that said,
"Grant me the strength to change the things I can, the courage to accept the things I can't, and the wisdom to know the difference."