Monday, July 27, 2009 5:59 PM
Kesenangan yang datang
Tak akan selamanya
Begitulah selepas susah ada kesenangan
Seperti selepas malam datangnya siang
Oleh itu waktu senang jangan lupa daratan
Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
Sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
Kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
Apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa
Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
Kelak akan membawa putus asa pada tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan
Setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali
Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah
Apakah kitakan sabar ataupun sebaliknya
Kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
Semuanya adalah nikmat dari tuhan
Somehow everytime I'm feeling down, dere's always smth dat helps put me at ease back again.
For instance, yesterday b4 goin to bed, my heart felt really really bitter about smth.
Cried hard and after listening to these lyrics, felt better though I ended up with puffy eyes diz morning
Guess it's juz those few times when ur feelings overwhelms ur own thoughts.
BUT! I'm alrite now so yeah.
=)
Hmm, anewaes, I've been pondering about diz for quite sometime.
The 'diz' dat I'm referring to is about mentioning diz new fren I've made quite sometime ago.
Let's see, about 2mths back?
Went out with him last Saturday to watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince over at Vivo.
Had brunch at Burger King b4 going in the cinema.
The movie wasnt really daat nice coz dere's not much action, but it's more towards the character development like all the romance going on btwn them.
Kinda awkward to watch it with him, but heck la since I was all geared up for the movie.
Haha!
Since we caught the one dat was at 1pm, when the movie was over, headed over to the nearby mosque for his prayers.
Den found a place to sit and talked about various stuff.
He was ryte in saying dat it was more of me listening to him talk than me talking.
Guess I'm still nervous around him; its not about being awkward but more towards me being all tensed up.
Anewaes, headed back home around 5+ and dat was all dere is to it.
p/s To the little ppl who still reads my blog, in case you get diz wrong, he's juz a fren, for now.
I'm still trying hard to overcome my fear of commitment.
& I need time, which idk how long. (afterall I'm still a human being with feelings)