Bcoz the most beutiful things are not seen but felt by the heart

Judgement Day

2012-01-31T08:59:00.001+08:00

“I want you to think that your eyes are like camera lenses, your ears and mouth are like MP3s, your mind is your modem, your heart is your hard drive, everything you see, everything you hear, everything you say, is downloaded and recorded.

And they will be uploaded on Judgement Day. Will you be proud of that DVD that you will see?”

Well, i rmbr Mom have always been telling us this, but in Malay, of course.

Seluruh anggota badan kau akan jadi saksi kat Padang Masyhar tu. Mata jadi saksi apape yg dilihat. Telinga mendgr smue perbualan. Kaki jadi saksi mana kau pergi. Tangan jadi saksi apape yg dibuat.

Lepas tu nnt, Allah tunjukkan dpn mata mcm cd tape yg korang slalu tgk dpn computer- mcm tu jgk la korang slalu ngadap dpn laptop tgk crite apape ntah berjam2. Tak malu ke buang masa berjam2 dpn laptop dgn bende yg tk berfaedah tu?

And then dere's also the analogy she gave for the judgement day.
She mentioned, the judgement day is like the day when you got ur exam results back, except this time is one-on-one with Him.

He will open ur 'record book' which is the buku catitan on both your shoulders written by the 2 malaikat. And then he will start questioning your every action that u hve done in your life. With your body parts as witness to your every actions.

Isn't it scary when you start to sit down and think/reflect on the things you have done be it good or bad?

But it's wonderful how we are always given chances to turn over a new leaf and repent for He is the Most-forgiving and the Most-merciful.

I, for one, hve always thought that Mom's nagging is annoying and prefer to listen and blast off my music in my earpiece. Astarghfirrullah! How much hve i sinned?

However, as i reflect and look bck, she have sent me to various religious classes in the hopes that i will be a better Muslimah with the knowledge that i have gained. Her so-called naggings are actually words of wisdom for me to ponder and reflect upon. I deemed it annoying as i have already learnt it in those classes thus wouldnt need the repitition. Unknown to me, it actually reflects how much she wants me to apply what i have learnt and nt just keep it to myself.

:')

It is really easier said than done.

2012-01-29T01:19:00.001+08:00

In the previous post i was mentioning abt how i really shouldnt care abt what others say abt me, but saying is easy, doing it is definitely not.

U noe i clearly rmbr the message dat brother idris kept on saying in his talks, which is to not judge others but simply take the goodness in one. But really, how can i not judge when i am being judged myself? I noe it is selfish of me to judge others juz simply bcoz they judge me, giving a lame excuse like "but they judge me first!"

Again, it leads me to another point, that it is all in the intention. No matter what others say abt me, as long as i'm clear with my intention(s), i really shouldnt bother abt what others say.

When u really shouldnt care about what others say and just be yourself

2012-01-24T21:16:00.004+08:00

I have never been one with a good fashion sense.

Looking back at my poly pics, I've realized that I used to simply wear long-sleeved shirts with jeans. Back then what I wore was those oversized long-sleeved shirts which covers my butt. Never once was I bothered about how I look, all i wanted was to be comfortable in whatever that I wear.

And then as I moved on to hit 20, I think that's when I start to realize that I gotta change that.& what acted as a catalyst was when I heard comments from someone who don't even know me that well. Hurtful and demoralizing comment that will forever be stuck with me till idk when.

I was said to be dressed like a 'makcik' and 'i look fat'.
Imagine you happily dressing up however u want, but then u got that kind of comments. When all i ever wanted was to cover myself comfortably. & so that was when I really started to look for more proper (in the sense, more fashionable? idk) clothes. I started noticing what others wear, and how. Like I became more keen on pretty floral dresses, and totally stopped
wearing long-sleeved shirts.

Now, my wardrobe have lotsa new clothes which include dresses and cardigans, which I now find as too troublesome and hot to wear. End up, I went back to my long-sleeved
shirts but this time round instead of with jeans, i pair them up with skirts. Ohh how stupid am I to listen to what others say and to change myself to suit their taste(s)?

&& I know I'm not your typical skinny girl, but neither am i fat. I have always had weight issues since 20. Before that age and all the self-conscious thing start popping up, I was happy being what I am, wearing what I deem comfortable. I have always been this heavy and this short since after secondary school. Despite being this heavy and this short, I am healthy and my BMI falls within the normal range.

But why do they care? & why should I care about what others feel? This is MY body and as long as I'm healthy, syukur alhamdulillah. I shud really stop caring about what others feel or think.

With that said,
"Grant me the strength to change the things I can, the courage to accept the things I can't, and the wisdom to know the difference."

Lifelong learning

2012-01-18T21:55:00.001+08:00

It has always been a dream for me to learn and stretch myself as far as i can in terms of education. As the saying goes, "belajar lah kamu walaupon hingga ke negeri cina". (dats wad mom always quote when she talks abt education; she says that china is mentioned because in the past, it is the most furthest country from the ppl)

As of now, i'm already a degree holder in science and a diploma holder in early childhood setting. Considering that, i'm kinda proud of myself that i have been achieving my dream of lifelong learning.

I hve been studying one thing after another without resting. After 3 yrs in RP taking dip in science, i went on to take my degree in sci, also while working. And then even before i ended the degree course, i found a job as an early childhood educator and thus signed on a bond whereby they send me for the dip in this area. I jus got my transcript for this dip and alhamdullilah, i manage to score A's and B's thru out the modules. So this yr shud b a resting yr for me.

Now that i think of it, i hve been chasing aft ilmu duniawi and not ukhrawi. I hve been mentioning abt it a few times and yet i still have yet to really look for a suitable class. Even when i found one, i wanted a friend to accompany so end up the classes are not suitable due to the age range.

I hve stopped at the secondary lvl for madrasah and wanted to join the belia class but it is only for those below 28 yrs and my friend cant go tgt with me. Shud i juz go ahead by myself?

Anw, i'm ending the post with a pic of a girl i miss most from the other centre.

Almost at my limit

2012-01-17T17:54:00.001+08:00

Teaching chn at K2 lvl is not an easy job. Honestly, the work load is tremendous. What's with their spelling, homework, language, and whatnots. Even though i took the same batch of chn last yr at K1 lvl, it's not easy to handle them. :(

Take today for example, they are supposed to revise their 5 spelling words and yet only 4 out of 16 of them could do it.
I'm beginning to doubt my capabilities as a teacher. Am i not good enough for them? Will i be able to teach and guide them effectively as a teacher?

And then dere's the issue abt printing and papers. P hve alrd 'sounded' me a few times that at K2 lvl they shud b able to draw their own lines and i shud nt b photocopying my set of lines for them to write on. But my point is, if i let them draw their own lines and they were to make a mistake, when they erase it, they would erase the lines too rite? Idk la.

I think i might just breakdown soon from all the pressure and workload.

Decisions

2012-01-12T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today has been a rather bad day. It started off alright but then after implementing my lesson in the morning, when the chn were doin the ws given, most were not able to do it.

When they cant do it they come to my table to ask me, and yes i would try to help them. BUT! imagine one-by-one they come and ask the same thing over and over again! And when i alrd explain, they would come up to me again! End up i ask them to ask their friends bcoz i'm alrd so stressed out preparing for their homework and other lesson plans. And when they still dunno and their other friends dont help them, they ended up crying. Felt guilty after that so i relented and guided them one by one :/

Gahh, anw, the main pnt of my entry is actually to talk abt some things. I'm at the crossroad of deciding which path do I wanna take aft i end my bond in july with pcf.

Shud i continue and take the leadership diploma which end in march 2012?
This wud means that I can be a principal in a childcare centre or just be a teacher but slightly higher salary.
Downside is I wont b using my degree cert in sci which i alrd have but havent used!

OR shud i go for nie under allied educator but it is a 3 year thing as one yr is for their diploma and anthr 2 years serving the bond?
It's a good deal considered I would get paid for studying (again!) and it is a govt job.
The downside is the 2 yrs bond; it might feel like a short 2 yrs if i enjoy the job but what if i dont?

Hmm, i still hve a few mths to ponder abt it though!

Random clicks!

2012-01-08T22:46:00.001+08:00

Loves how he looks with specs on! :D

And was trying out some camera apps and this pic of the area near the kitchen door looks awesome! Haha self-proclaimed expert! :)

Truth be told

2012-01-04T01:24:00.001+08:00

Well, I've been neglecting this blog for sth else which I felt is so much better - tumblr.

The main purpose of this blog is to rant out my feelings and other ramblings for me to look back on kinda like a diary?

On the other hand, being on tumblr is so much more peaceful; basically just following ppl with great posts who reblog from other ppl who in turn reblog from some other ppl, and i'm one of those who reblogs quite frequently those reminders and quotes which i find very useful and meaningful.

See? I just typed a whole lot of nonsense in here which i would definitely not do if i were on tumblr.

Anw, it's alrd 1+ and i'm still not sleeping! Goodness!

Oh and yeah, tdy was the first working day of the year and alhamdulillah, despite having a sore throat and straining my voice trying to communicate with ALL the chn in class, it went quite well. :) As in, the chn wasn't really acting up causing me to flare up and shout at them.

P/s my shout doesn't even equate to shout-shout la, it couldn't even overcome all the chn's voices sometimes ( well make it most of the time :/ )

Maybe, just maybe

2011-12-31T21:46:00.001+08:00

I'd never have known that I'm addicted to fb until I deactivate my account. All this while I've been looking at the newsfeed and busybody-ing into other people's status(es).

It's annoying how fb become a platform where people rant their feelings freely online with no regards for others like me who would read it and be updated of the happenings in their life.

Isn't there any more privacy in one's life that one have to declare every single happenings to everyone?

Perhaps I should just deactivate it permanently. By that, I would not be updated of other people's lives and could busy myself living MY own life.

Maybe, just maybe, I would be better of just depending on Him and Him alone. For verily, in the remembrance of Allah, do the hearts find rest <3

2011-12-26T01:33:00.001+08:00

Isn't it scary how fast time flies without u even realizing it?

Alot of things happened within this year itself and there's no way to list it all down here.

Anyways, one of my goals for the year have been attained recently, syukur Alhamdulillah! :) Not sure though if icn maintain it but i shall try my best!

Pertaining to the past few posts abt wanting to take up some religious classes, I did try to join a class which I have paid for at Arqam but ended up I only went to ONE class only :(

I know, it shouldn't be abt the money but the effort put in to go to the class. Simply said, I could have attended the classes but my laziness overcome my desire to learn and hence it ended up this way. How much more pathetic can I be? :((

I really need to buck up and try to find some ways and means to join a class soon sooner soonest.

On a sidenote, december hasn't been as awesome as I thought it would be. With regards to work, will be taking the K2 nxt yr and honestly, i'm worried if i can be a good enough educarer for them.

For now, am just looking forward to my getaway with family in February.

Finally an update.

2011-05-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness! It's been sucha long long time since i last posted sth in here.
Well, i've been cruising along with life, still undecided on my future paths.
I noe, I'm alrd goin on 22 yet i'm still diz immature, gosh!

Werk's been alrite so far, except that bcoz i'm too stressed up thinking abt my assignments pouring in and practicums and the portfolios, the chns and the bf have been e only way out to let out my tantrums and stress-ness.

I really really want a chg in my life, been asking Wani abt some classes dat she noes of, but havent heard any news from her as yet.
Am planning to start e chg b4 e year ends, insya'allah!

Mayb after all diz is over and done with!
Diz other dip, dat is.

Oh yeah, on a side note, I'm officially a Degree holder! =D
Alhamdullilah!
Though I still have one more thing I have to clear b4 i really feel like one, since I have to keep saving to pay Mom bck the money.

Hve been saving due to his influence but still looking at e money rolling in every mth, it's juz too tempting to buy sth! Anything!

Alrite la, i'm juz rambling it all here.
Initially wanted to delete diz account but thinking back, this cud b one of the platforms for me to look back to and read back on my past life, wad i've been up to all this while and what-nots.

All time low

2010-10-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

Diz could jolly well be the period of time I will hate the most.
One moment I'm happy, the next I'm all grouchy, and the next I'm emo-ing by myself.
Dere's too many emotional baggages in my mind.

It seems like dere's too much things weighin on my mind, and yet dere's nth.
Idk how to explain diz feeling.
I noe I've been waiting soo long for diz time to come last mth coz of exams and all, but now wad happen?
It came, and it's goin away into November already.

Smth is juz unsettling in my heart, my mind, and perhaps my soul.
I noe, it sounds so cliche but yes, dat's precisely wad I feels.
=

I noe I wan to be a better person; internally and externally.
I wan to be able to feel good about myself without having to compromise anything at all.
My iman is getting waaay too low already.
~~Maybe~~ Most probably, dat's the cause of diz unsettling feeling frm within, like smth juz doesn't fit.

I need to do smth about it and not juz ramble on here.
But Idk whr to start!
I'm comtemplating goin for those religious classes (dere's alot in all the mosques!) but I dare not go alone.

idk la, i juz noe dat i gotta do smth abt it soon.

About yesterday

2010-08-27T06:48:00.002+08:00

Alrite, yesterday was the end of a heavy module with lotsa theories~

It was so dry and soo theory-heavy dat all three of us; Fat, Su & me keep on falling asleep to.
It wasn't exactly the lecturer's fault, though she did play a role ah.
Her role was dat she kept on telling endless non-relevant stories dat sumtymes perk us up but most of the time we're bored.

Maybe it's juz us being sleepy and all, idk for nuts.

Anewaes, back to topic.
It was the last day of the module and we still felt asleep during one of the videos she showed us.
Coz all the lights are off and obviously our eyes are drooping too lah, lol!

Nevertheless, when it's not the videos but she's talking, we didn't fall asleep okay? haha!
We listened attentively, and dere's an inside joke about Su's appearance (her eyes to be exact)
We can't help but laughed hard, so hard dat my cheeks hurt.
(Well, not dat it doesn't happen often when I laugh too much)

And den, she said (as in the lecturer), "Alamak, sepak ur backside!"
DIZ WAS THE PART DAT I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE lah!!
So hilarious okay?

&& den the lesson ended.
She dedicated Whitney Houston song of "the greatest love of all" and give us each a sticky note pad.

It was really very sweet of her ah.
Much loved!
=)

p/s Isn't it sweet dat when u least expected smth and it juz came? =)
p/p/s Juz like bf who surprises me with the poem and letter and roses on our aniversary. ^_^

Hectic schedule

2010-08-16T06:43:00.002+08:00

Was looking thru my timetableS, and I've juz realized smth..
Smth REALLY REALLY REALLY hectic.

From today onwards, dere's no stopping from sch and werk, at all!
Except for the raya week, when I'll only have class on Tuesday.
YET! It's the whole freeaking day!!

(Oops, I gotta start filtering my words)

Anewaes, it's like really hectic on the wkdays.
I'll be working on Mon and Weds.
Night classes on Weds and Thurs.
Day classes which lasted till 5 on Tues, Thurs and Fri.

So it's smth like diz;
Mon: 9 - 6 or 8 - 5
Tues: 9 - 5
Weds: 8 - 5 AND 7 - 10
Thurs: 9 - 5 AND 7 - 10
Fri: 8 - 5

& the thing is, I have to leave my house at abt 7.30 for my day class, and if I'm working, I have to leave by 7 or 8 depending on the start time.

Oh yeah, if u're wondering y I'm taking day AND night classes, its simply bcoz day classes are for DIploma in Early Childhood Care and Education, night classes are for Bachelor in Biomedical Sciences.
Mad hectic ryte!!

And dat Dip course is of course for my current work, as a childcare teacher.
It's like a crash course, we call it accelerated course; 3 yrs of study (if in NP) all combined to 1 yr!!
So yeah, its really really cramped with lesson, and soooo much theory and assignments to be done.

Alrite lah, gotta run now!
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa everyone! Make full use of diz holy mth b4 its too late~

Allah knows

2010-08-15T06:51:00.003+08:00

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows

And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

Mentally and emotionally exhausted from it all but despite it all, I shall stay strong.
Insya'allah...

He who knows everything, my only pillar of strength, hope, willpower.

How many potatoes will you carry?

2010-07-30T21:41:00.004+08:00

A kindergarten teacher decided to let her class play a game.
The teacher told each child in the class to bring along a plastic bag containing a few potatoes. Each potato will be given a name of a person that the child hates, so the number of potatoes that a child will put in his/her plastic bag will depend on the number of people he/she hates.

So when the day came, every child brought some potatoes with the name of the people he/she hated.
Some had 2 potatoes; some 3 while some up to 5 potatoes.
The teacher then told the children to carry with them the potatoes in the plastic bag wherever they go (even to the toilet) for 1 week.

Day after day passed by, and the children started to complain due to the unpleasant smell let out by the rotten potatoes.
Besides, those having 5 potatoes also had to carry heavier bags.

After 1 week, the children were relieved because the game had finally ended.
The teacher asked: "How did you feel while carrying the potatoes with you for 1 week?"
The children let out their frustrations and started complaining of the trouble that they had to go through having to carry the heavy and smelly potatoes wherever they go.

Then the teacher told them the hidden meaning behind the game.
The teacher said: "This is exactly the situation when you carry your hatred for somebody inside your heart. The stench of hatred will contaminate your heart and you will carry it with you wherever you go. If you cannot tolerate the smell of rotten potatoes for just 1 week, can you imagine what is it like to have the stench of hatred in your heart for your lifetime???"

Moral of the story: Throw away any hatred for anyone from your heart so that you will not carry sins for a life time. Forgiving others is the best attitude to take, forgive others like you would like yourself to be forgiven for your mistakes and misgivings (and like you would like Allah to forgive you).

Short but not soo short update~

2010-07-18T22:56:00.012+08:00

It's been looooooooooooooooooooooooong~

It's the last sem b4 I'll be graduating with a Bachelor in Biomedical Science!
So HERE WE GO, I'll be going full sprint ahead and hopefully with my grades thus far, let's juz say I have quite a high expectation diz time round.
Hee~

&& work has been fine so far.
I've realized one thing for sure, dat is, I CAN NEVER SHOUT/SCREAM for nuts!
The maximum I can go is easily overpowered by the kid's voices, darn it!
& after dat, my throat will be itchy like hell and I'll juz have to bear with it.. Sheesh!

Hmm, as for me & bf, we'll be reaching our 1 year anniversary soon!
Diz coming Weds is our 11mth tgt, and after dat, 1 year!
Goodness, time sure flies past reaaaaaaaaal quick..
But nonetheless, it's been a good 11mths tgt.
All the nonsense also come out, haha!

Oh yeah, went out again with him today, to Science Centre~
The entry price increased since the last time I came with Raj and Clarice in 2008; dat's $3 for two years!
Luckily they did change the exhibit here and there though u can still spot the similarities like; the optical illusion section, the virus exhibit, the chicks hatching period and more.

Had lotsa fun exploring the place like little kids, dere's even one time in diz sound section whereby we're supposed to detect whr the sound is coming out from like over 20 small speakers.
We managed to beat the previous high score after many failed attempts, and ended up with cramp necks as a result, haha!

Had dinner at Shin Tokyo, whr dere's 99cents sushi (though limited choices), japanese set at $14.90 which comes with a free $9.90 ramen, and it cost us only $22.30 i tink.
Good deal ryttte~

Okay lah, I'll juz end diz post abruptly with some pics yeah, hee~

Sayonaras~

(@_@)

2010-05-27T03:30:00.004+08:00

I AM SUPER SLEEPY BUT I CAN'T SLEEP!
BOO~

Can I blame it on my not feeling well instead of procrastination?
=X

Well, it's a fact dat I haven't been feeling well since Saturday.
Sore throat till ryte now, runny nose, slightly feverish, and cough.
~~Oh yea, plus thick, gooey, yucky mucous secretions dat's been playing hide-and-seek with me.~~
Ohh dat is soo not needed, haha!

Aye, gotta get back to my assignment!!!!
600 more words, I can do it by 4 - 4.30?

I'm guessing 2mrw I'll be a zombie and ignoring those ~~brats~~ angelic kids.
YEahhhhhhh rytttttttttttttttte.
Off i go.......................................................

Being a Child-care teacher

2010-05-21T19:43:00.004+08:00

I finally feel like blogging~
Have diz itch to type about diz child-care werk dat I'm doin currently.

Well, I juz started werk on Weds, and have yet to rmbr all their names.
The kids are alrite lah; many cute ones, some okay-okay ones, some chubby-chubby ones, and 1 kid is oh-totally-so-NOT-cute. (=X)

The cute ones are the trouble-makers coz they noe they're cute so they tink they can get away with it.
Well, us teachers obviously have some dat we like and some dat we dun quite like.
A tiny weenie bit of favooritism lah eh.

Oh yes, dere's diz kid who said to me, "Teacher, I like u."
I categorize diz kid under the okay-okay ones but slightly naughty.
He likes to stick to me during play time but I wud juz ignore him, haha!
I dun even mbr his name yet ah.

I still havent got use to them calling me Teacher.
And most of the time when they are complaining about smth or sum1 and call out to me, I didnt even noe dat they're calling me until they start yelling or tugging my shirt.
Then, it'll struck me, haha!

&& on my first day of work, i got a shock of my life when it's bath time.
Basically they have to go and bath, change clothes, lunch den nap time.
BUT! Teachers are to take their clothes off for them, change their diapers if they have one, bath them, dry them, den put their clothes back on for them.
Coz they age range dere is from 18mths to 4 years old so most dunno how to do it themselves.

Some of them who already noe how to and are not wearing diapers would be stripping naked rite dere and den, we wrap towels around them, but they being their naughty self would take off their towels and play around with them.
Goodness I tell u~

It's like 22 kids naked waiting for thier bath time.

&&& knowing me, I can't particularly scold diz kids when they make noise or are naughty.
I wud call out their name, but they wud ignore me.
-____-

Worse comes to worst, I'll juz simply drag them by their hand and put them at the corner.
Den some wud yell and scream adn cry at the top of their lungs, calling out "I wan Mummy"
BORING!

Some dat I like, juz hug them abit den talk them out of it and they wud stop lah.
Ahh, those kind I very much like~
Hee~

&&&& Sikin is working at the same place too!
Yay, haha!

Okay lah, till nxt time~

Finally~

2010-05-02T21:56:00.004+08:00

It's been looooong since I last updated~

Hmm, let's see.
I'm finally leaving my current job diz coming Tuesday, and on dat same day I have an interview!!

It's for a job similar to Sikin and Preetha's.
In fact, I got the job interview through Sikin also, haha!
It's the second interview and I hope I can get in, Insya'allah~
Finally, a permanent job I've always wanted.
=)

So far, school's okay la ehh.
Juz finished up two asignments, two more to go b4 the exams in June.
Gotta rush through it and start my revision.
BUT! oh my, I haven't even started a teeny weeny bit of revision lah.
Shame on me!

&& me & bf is juz well.
We've been eating too much stuff in the past April.
From Swensens' to Pizza Hut to Manhattan Fish Market to Seoul Garden to lotsa Banquet and a lil' bit of coffeeshop.
We're putting on soo much weight alrd lah!
& losing all dat precious bucks, kocek dah byk lobang ehh..
Gosh~
BUT! It was all worth it la kan?
*winks*

Hmm, he's been bugging me to blog.
& it seems like my blog's alrd dead by now, only he's reading it.
Nope, ~~stalking~~ it, haha!
He was complaining about how I've been gushing about other ppl who sweetly blog about their bf or gf and yet I didnt even blog about him dat much.
BUT! Too bad, I'm not the kinda person who will blog sweet nths in here.
I'm more of a private person kayys, sowwie~

On a side note, it's been soo soo long since I last met all my lvoely friends lah.
Where are you gals?
Can we have a meet-up sooooon~
&& fairuz and raj as well, it's been wad, a few mths since I last met both of u lah~

Alrite lah, two more days to go~
& I'll be done with diz BORING and UNDERPAID work dat I'm doin now.
Boo~

Rants~

2010-03-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

I'm exhaustedddd~

Nearly fall asleep in class today, but luckily I bought a bottle of milk coffee earlier on b4 class.
Even luckier it wasn't Raymond's class else I would be ~~happily~~ dozing off alrd, lol!

I WAN A NEW JOB!!!
Everyone's been saying and recommending me diff kinds of jobs dat is much more suitable for me.

Coz I've been OT-ing diz past few weeks and I'm exhausted alrd..
My schedule is like diz;
Mon: OT
Tues: Class
Weds: OT
Thurs: Class
Fri: OT
Sat: Maybe OT maybe not.
Sun: Out with bf/family

Woah, no ME time at all.
I tink ryte now if I'm given the time, I cud sleep 24hours straight, even missing the prayers all lah!
=X

I wan a better paying job, dat is relevant to my course, dat is 5 day werk wk can??
I believe if I perservere in spamming my resume once again to all the hospitals and what-nots, Insya'allah I'll get it~

2010-03-22T21:16:00.008+08:00

My ex-colleague is super niceeeee~

I was asking around about wad alternative can I get besides buying a txtbk dat costs over $60, and dat I'll use for only approx 3 mths.

He gave me a few options;
1. Borrow from library --> The good books or rather exact books can be found BUT it is not out for loan, only reference.

2. Borrow from friend and photocopy the whole book and bind it (he even asked his bro on the spot to ask for the location whr I can photocopy the whole book without the copyright rules thingy!!) --> Though I can still save some money, BUT to ask from my classmate who juz bought the books to lend it to me to photocopy juz seemed a tad too much. idk~

3. Den he recommended downloading the e-books den print it out at our lab.
Not me printing it out myself , BUT! asking another mutual fren of ours to help print it out over at another lab which is kinda slack and dere's no engineers around to monitor wad we're doin.

Dat's not the big deal.
Here's it: He txted me earlier on asking for the book title while I was still at work so I replied saying dat I can only reply him with the exact title and publisher when I get back home lah.

Juz a few minutes back, when I txted him with the info I have, he replied with, "Found it, dwld for u first."
Wah!! Like criusly super duper fast..

The thing is, I've only worked with him for like 4, 5 days?
On his last day which is last Friday, I had to OT and since he's waiting for his other frens to finish their OT, he even helped out with my work, && bought dinner for me and another mutual fren since the Malay stalls around our building are already closed by then.

Can't thank him enuff.
=))

Ultimate boring-ness~

2010-03-20T22:53:00.006+08:00

I was really really, really really looking forward to watching Cinta Ixora, but somehow I missed today's episode.
Sad-ed seh.
=((

You noe, when I'm addicted to any drama or wad-nots, missing an episode is like forgetting to breathe, like criusly.
If it was any other TV show where I could wait to watch it online a few days later, I wouldn't mind so much but in this case, Suria shows are like almost close to impossible to find online coz everybody watches it without recording.

Urghhhh!
=(

2010-03-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

Cinta Izora, niceeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

Juz finished watching dat on Suria earlier on.
Can't help noticing Zana, the girl with tudong coz she looks so verrry familiar.
It was all until mom came to the living rm to watch it tgt, and she said, "Kau perasan tak perempuan yg pakai tudong tu mcm Cik Lina?"

& i was like, Ooooooo~
Now I noe, haha!

And dere was diz other girl who look like Sarah Aqilah, but she seem shorter, less tembam, and more like a teenager.
So i tot, nah, maybe it's juz a look-alike.
But it turns out dat it's really her!
WTH, my instincts are spot-on but I dun trust myself, haha!

Anewaes, I've been thinking of sth random all these while.
Things like;

1. Starting to exercise like jogging or smth coz apparently I'm gaining more weight. Urgh!
Actually, I don't feel like I'm gaining weight, juz dat bf has been agreeing dat I look fat, haha!
BUT! I don't have a track pants, excuses~

2. I feel like continuing my driving lessons.
BUT! I dun have the time, and more imptly, I'm cash-strapped.
Still have my Mendaki loan to repay, excuses~

3. Volunteering at any nearby mosque (most prob Ar-Raudhah) for the youth activities thingy.
BUT! Same reasons, ain't got the time, and not sure if I'll be able to commit, excuses~

See?
For everything dat I have in mind, for sure dere's some excuses along with it.
=\

We'll see how la eh.
When I've thought through things, I'll set my mind on those somethings I have in mind, insya'allah.
=)

Contradicting shyt~

2010-02-27T11:31:00.003+08:00

Today I woke up, felt refreshed after the long hours of sleep, den headed to shower.
It was gonna be a long day out with family (excluding bro), so I was feeling kinda hyped-up since it's been a long time we've went out tgt.

Changed into my outfit den went down to the living room to check my emails and play cafe world for awhile.
Mom jus HAD to say smth which I've always hated to hear.
She said diz, "Nape kau kene pakai baju selekeh biler klua ngan ktrng nie? Kalau klua ngan kawan kau pakai baju lawa2, ngan ktrng je pakai selekeh2."

WTH la!
I've always loved diz purple skirt of mine, and dere she goes putting me down, saying dat my clothes is ugly.
In the first place, she's the one who bought me most of my clothes, including diz skirt.
How contradicting Mom??

Urgh, bugger~
Totally, ABSOLUTELY spoils my mood now.
=\

2010-02-26T23:17:00.004+08:00

WooHoo, first things first, I passed my two modules for last sem!
And the grades was totally unexpected~
Alhamdulillah!
=D

Anewaes, yesterday was day out with bf.
Wanted to donate blood at Alexandra Hospital since they were running a blood donation drive, so drag bf with me. (Lol~)
BUT!
After Hb lvl check to ensure donors have enuff iron lvls in their bodies b4 donating, I DID NOT HAVE ENUFF IRON IN MY BLOOD!
Sadded luh to c bf dere, alrd donating his blood, and all I cud do was to sit dere and look at him as well as all the other donors.

Bf said dat the needle is big but u'll not feel any pain since they applied smth b4 hand to numb dat part for a few hours.
Didn't noe dat though.

& yeah, he said smth which is quite true actually.
Dat whenever u wanna go, do or get smth real badly, and you bring sum1 along with you, u'll most probably end up not doing or getting it but instead e erson u brought along with u will get it.
True? False? Maybe lah eh, idk.

&&& I still wanna try donating blood!
Mayb i shud eat bananas b4 going e nxt time, to have a boost of iron lvls..
Better dun say dere's an iron overload sudah ehh.

Alrite lah, enuff rambling, back to cafe world~
=)

2010-02-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

~~Shit~~ lah..
Of all the bad news I could possibly receive, diz is pretty much the worse.

School's increasing the module fees to AS$1,540 instead of AS$1,400 per module starting next sem.
Even with the 1.4K per module last sem, my family had a hard time coming up with the total amount, wad about now?
Tsk~

& dat's not in SIN$ but AS$ lah!
If suay suay SIN currency drop again like last sem, total fee per sem is a freaking SIN$3650!!

I gotta find another job, ASAP~

Cherry cherry boom boom~

2010-02-13T22:15:00.005+08:00

Had to OT today.
The slackiest OT I've ever had in my life.
We're all like, "Okay, get to work" mode in the morning.
&& den, the network sever was down so we were slacking, talking, listening to songs, eating and whatnots in the lab instead of working.

Dat's 6 hours of paid 1.5 OT salary for me to overlap the three days leave I had to take for exam.
=)

"And eh, there's nth else I can say
There's nth else I can say, eh eh
I wish you'd never look at me dat way, eh eh
There's nth else I can say, eh eh"

Somehow somewhr, I find myself humming to diz eh eh eh eh song by lady gaga.
Lol~

Arise, awake, and stop not till the goal is reached~

2010-02-07T22:14:00.005+08:00

Scared, worried, nervous, panicky, *insert all related words here*, all rolled into one.
Dat's how I'm feeling ryte now.

Having pre-exam jitters.
It's an open book exam, yet I dun have a single textbook with me.
=(

All I have is my study guide which is kinda a touch-and-go info for all the topics covered.
It doesn't help dat the notes Raymond, my ~~mr.bean~~ lecturer is such a mess.
The info he give is all over the place lah!

Like it's supposed to go from;
Leukemia to,
Acute Leukemia to,
Acute Myeloid Leukemia to,
Acute Lymphoid Leukemia.

But he go from;
Leukemia to,
Acute Myeloid Leukemia to,
Acute Leukemia to,
Acute Lymphoid Leukemia.

Get wad I mean??
Urgh, reading his notes is like wasting my precious time seh.

I shall stick to my study guide, and hopefully, 2mrw's exam wouldnt require too in-depth info.
Insya'allah, I shall do my best.

2010-02-07T12:05:00.006+08:00

It's SUNDAY!
Which means tomorrow's exam day till Weds.

I have sooo many things to type about, but now doesn't seem to be the time to talk about it.
Coz I've yet to finish revising for my exam.
=\

How I envy my sis,
- staying at home every single day
- with no stress, no worries, no LIFE!

My life is like soo hectic ryte now, with soo many things to do and think about.
Yet whenever i see her, she's forever sitting in front of her laptop playing games, watching anime, watching drama, watching online movies, etc. etc.

Got me reminded of my life back in RP.
All the stress revolves around FYP and UTs.
No nd to worry about whr my life's headed, loan payments, etc. etc.

Now it's like everything have to be taken into consideration, like; loan payments, studies, werk stress, finding a science-related job, etc etc.
Juggling time btwn all those is TOUGH!

I've yet to find time to meet up with the usuals.
The past few weekends are spent going out with Bf, going out with colleagues, going out with family, mugging, and catching up on my sleep.

I can't wait for WEDSNESDAY!!!
Exams willbe OVERRRRR and den I'll have time to meet Fairuz and the rest.
Time to go for another round of job-hunting.
Time to relax, have fun, and not have to think about how I haven't been revising.

Yay!
=D

On another note, I've satisfied my craving of Ice Blended at Coffee Beans~
&& Popeyes~
Thanx Bf! *loves*
=)

Calm before storm...

2010-01-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

I read diz particular message from diz particular person over and over again.

I swear my heart stopped beating from the moment I start reading it till the point I'm finished with the last word.
Like woah, criusly.

Somehow, somewhr, diz period of time feels like calm before the storm.
=\

"Stress and immune system are directly linked."

2010-01-25T16:09:00.004+08:00

Feelings that often comes from stress:
- tired loads of time
- moods change for no reason
- can't concentrate
- cry over stupid things
- can't sleep
- headaches
- no motivation to do anything
- loss of enthusiasm

Maybe dat's why I'm falling sick soo easily these days.
It's becoming a common 'daily habit' for me.

I'm too stressed out and I need a breather; to think positively and not get too emotional over things.

& 2mrw shall be a better day, I hope..

2010-01-10T20:29:00.003+08:00

I slept the most amount of hours since goodness-knows-when today.
BUT, it was the tido-tido ayam kinda sleep.
U noe the kind of sleep whr u wake up every few hours feeling very uncomfortable?

Yeah, I had dat kind of sleep albeit long hours of it.
& dat everytime i woke up, i'll be checking all the hps dat i have, hoping dat dere would be a msg.
&& i would get back to my sleep feeling very disappointed.

I'm sorry for what I did and didn't do.
But i noe dat sorry juz wouldnt suffice.
=(

Somehow, somewhere I got diz naggy feeling dat smth bad will happen soon.
I'm alrd down with flu but even if it continues till 2mrw, I'll have to drag myself to work.

Shall head to bed early tonite and pray for a better 2mrw, insya'allah.

Random random~

2010-01-09T08:00:00.001+08:00

I thought my mom's the only one who's such a nit-pick in terms of cleanliness and stuff, but i was wrong.

Was reading the "first person" section in my weekly dose of entertainment news; 8days and couldn't stop laughing when i read diz;

(1) "extracted a tissue from her pocket, picked up her fork and wiped it"
(2) "when i got into my hotel room, the first thing i do is wipe down the telephone, remote control, light switches and toilet seat (in that order) with my trusty Lysol disinfectant spray"
(3) "after selecting the most suitable cubicle, she will carefully lay strips of toilet paper onto the seat. Ideally, you need a cushion about three strips of toilet paper onto the toilet seat"

LOL!
I'm guilty of no.1 occasionally.
As for no.3, i do choose my cubicle preferring the squat ones over the seat ones but I juz wiped it clean and not put layers of toilet rolls on it.
*y the heck do i tell diz so freely here?* (=X)

Haha!
BUT! Mom would do exactly the same as the things listed above, PLUS a whole load more lah!

The reason y I havent been blogging much lately...

2010-01-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

I noe I've been blogging much much lesser these few ~~days~~ mths.

& I think it's coz now i have sum1 to share all my thoughts and worries and whatnots, and dat person is bf.

Everytime I have smth to blog about, i'll share them with bf and so by the time i got home to the main posting page, all the excitedness will be gone.

Like for example, when I first saw/heard about Sezairi being crowned the 3rd season SI winner.
Was really upset with the result coz I was supporting Sylvia, and wanted to blog about my thoughts.
BUT! Shared it with bf almost immediately and then no more urge to blog. (haha!)

So yeah, not sure if I can come up with any interesting posts again.
Not dat I've ever written any interesting post in the first place though, haha!
=P

2mrw's off day for werk.
NOT!
Took leave to acc bf to his appointment in NUH, then to smwhr someplace la ehh.

Wah, siao liao.
I cant stop mentioning him (bf) throughout diz whole post seh.

Okay lah, b4 I continue yakking about him, I guess i better stop here.
Nitez ya'all~
=)

2010-01-01T14:41:00.003+08:00

It's the new year, yet I'm feeling like ~~shyt~~.
=(

I realized dat I'm getting ridiculously sensitive over small matters dat wouldnt have mattered much in the past.

& I noe i gotta stop behaving like diz.

I'm 20.... already~

2009-12-14T06:41:00.004+08:00

"Be careful wad u wish for, for it may juz come true."
I stated the other day dat I wished yesterday would come and go quickly ryte, well,
Yesterday really came and go juz soo fast!!

The day started out pretty suay-ishly, but den it got better.
Had a date with Clarice, and den dinner with family.

Sth kinda cheered me up, dat is; at 12am exactly yesterday, a colleague texted me his bdae wish, and then at 12am today, another fren wishes me too.
haha, coincidence huh.

It was juz a simple affair, yet it makes up for all dat suay-ness in the morning.
=)

Thankz all for ur bdae wishes, really appreciate them loads and loads~
=D

&& to bf, thanks for personally calling me from KL juz to wish me yeah?
Love ya..

Till den, take care all~

"I'd rather be optimistic and a fool, than pessimistic and right."

2009-12-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

Went out with Raj and Clarice earlier today.
As usual, had a really long talk about everything and anything with them both.

And I realized smth, all of us are having problems with our future.
Maybe it's not really a problem, but more of worrying too much bout wad the future holds for us.
Guess we're still adapting to the fact that we're already considered adults who have the responsibility of our lives on our hands.

Not dat we havent had dat responsibility before, but it's juz dat it used to be soo much different back when we're still in poly.
The stress was a totally different level as compared to now.

Anewaes, we made a pact!
Dat is in 4 years to come, maybe we'll go to a holiday smwhr tgt.
By then, I'll be 24 and they'll be 25 so we're all adult enuff to go on a holiday on our own rytttte..
We're all soo excited bout dat, so let dat be smth to look forward to.
=)

And yeah, when Raj was telling us about his 21st birthday sometime bck in October, it made me realized anthr thing.
Dat is, last yr, my own bdae seemed soo perfect and I felt happy with my life.
But ryte now, it's like I'm struggling with stuff and nth seem to be in place.

As said earlier, maybe juz maybe, I'm still adapting to my schedule.
The non-diploma related work + sch + bf + family.

& last yr, I could rmbr clearly dat Raj and Clarice was away during my bdae.
&& diz yr, bf's away to KL with his family for a wedding.
&&& I have sch 2mrw!

Gosh, hopefully 2mrw faster come and go.
Hmm, shit lah, I shudn't be worrying about diz stuff at diz point of time.

Okay2, i better stop here.
I still havent done my assignment yet and dere's only a few more days left till the deadline.
I'm so so dead lah.
=\

Oh yah, diz phrase is soo me lah.
"I'd rather be optimistic and a fool, than pessimistic and right."
So, in simplified terms, I'm a fool arh.
WTH WTH WTH, haha!

I'm a walking travesty, but I'm smiling at everything

2009-11-23T18:04:00.003+08:00

Kau tempatku meminta,
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya,
Hambamu yang selalu bertaubat.

______________________

haruskah aku, melihat kaca
sambil memikirkan permata
ataukah harus, aku merenung
ke arah awan sambil bermenung

kerna di dalam diri ada sengketa
ada sesuatu yang membelenggu
mencari damai yang sebenarnya
telah ku dengar dari bisikan bayu

katanya kau harus melihat
dunia dari kaca mata
anak anak yang
tak melihat dewasa

kau harus mendengar
rintihan ibu ibu
yangsentiasa merindu
damai bumi yang satu

katanya kau harus bercerita
kepada mereka tentang
hari hari yang mungkin
tak kan mendatang

dan kau harus mengirim
warkah cinta dunia
kepada mereka
yang alpa dan lupa

______________________

It's great how nowadays the song lyrics are very reflective and reminds us of who we are now.
Random, random~

Been busy~

2009-11-15T14:39:00.003+08:00

Well, a lot has happened lately dat i dun even noe whr to start.
The past wks has been busy as hell, dat I felt extremely exhausted both mentally and physically.

Been busy juggling my time btwn work, studies, personal time.

Especially last wk, dere's the bigger problems thrown my way.
I'm still dealing with dat now, plus the fact that my first assignment's due end of the mth.

Maybe I'm juz worrying too much.
Dere's the saying which goes, "Worry is a misuse of imagination".
BUT! I juz cant help but worry bout the little details in my life.

Insya'allah I'll manage.
=)

& yeah, out with bf can never fail to put my thoughts away for the time being.
Like yesterday, was out to watch "Paranormal Activity" with him at PS.

One word of advice to those who're keen on watching it, "DON'T!"
Dere's too much of talking and the so-called 'scary' scenes are all but few minutes of the whole movie.

PLUS!
It's viewed from the handheld camcorder so watching it can be sucha pain-in-the-ass.
Like criusly!!

Got a headache half-way while watching the movie, with stomachaches dat made me feel like vomitting.
=\

So please, DO NOT WATCH dat movie kay?
Heed my advice.

Alrite den, till next time.
Back to the assignment, which is yet to be started!!
Gotta run now~

TC all, u've been missed!
=)

Infectious laughter

2009-10-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

Diz video is totally hilarious!!
Okay, maybe only towards the end but still nice lah..

And the laughter at the end is very infectious too, and cute~
=D

Life's too unpredictable~

2009-10-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Well, within juz two days, I've realized dat life's too short and way unpredictable..

First was the news dat I got from bf yesterday.
He fractured his clavicle/shoulder bone, and while in pain, he could still reply my msg.
Silly him, but dat really made me appreciate him more.

Was really worried sick upon getting the news.
Being a science student juz made it worse coz somehow u can list down all the "what if's" and the anatomical structures.

Dat feeling juz lingers till the next day when he showed me his injury thru web-cam.
It was really really swollen, but insya'allah it'll heal though it would take some time.
=)

Second was during work today, when I received news dat one of my colleague's mom juz passed away after several days in the hospital.
Her mom had a heart attack and was supposed to be better after her operation yesterday.
But in God's will, its juz her time to go.

The past few days she had been skipping work and alternating btwn the hospital and her hse to take care of her siblings.
When she came down for a short while yesterday, she looked soo down and I didnt manage to talk to her coz she went back to the hospital soon after.

Hope she'll stay strong thru it all.

All in all, though its a tad to cliche, it made me realize dat I really gotta hold on to life and make the best out of it.

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi

Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal putus asa

=(

2009-10-20T21:57:00.006+08:00

Was feeling slightly sluggish earlier on, but dat one msg from him totally made me jump awake.
Really really hope he's alrite now and dat his injury isnt a crius one.

I'm worried sick like hell.
Wish I can be dere with him.
=(

But I gotta have faith, Insya'allah it's nth crius.

I need a much stronger heart for diz.
=\

Music Video_J Entercom; Because I'm a girl

2009-10-17T11:02:00.004+08:00

Diz video is juz too touching.
It can really make u feel all warm on the insides within dat whole 8 mins.

& the song?
It juz completes the video in an awesome way, with the effects and all.

Breakfast makes the day a great great start! (haha, random!)

2009-10-15T06:37:00.003+08:00

It's like early in the morning and I've got nth to do.
Juz waiting for the ryte time to step out of the hse for work.

But!
I'll be having breakfast with my colleague later~
Haha, somehow breakfast juz makes me happier and chirpier.
=)

Oh yeah, somehow I'm enjoying my work life now since I have great colleagues and the time dere juz fly past lidat when most of the time I'm not even doin anytink lah.
Haha!

They are like real friendly.
Even on dat three days when I'm away from work for the exams, they are like asking bout how's my exams and my health since the day when i was back, I was down with cold and mild sore throat.
Dunno how to explain their frienliness but they're juz real friendly okay? haha~

Somehow I've learnt to appreciate others more now dat I'm attached.
& it's all coz of him, I'm like real glad to have met him.
=)

Alrite lah, will be heading off for work now.
Till next time yeahs?

Random gibberish and bout dat impromptu meet-up =)

2009-10-09T21:07:00.009+08:00

Nowadays I tend to type smth out in diz space, publish it, but den delete it a few minutes after.
=\

Coz it turned out to either be too emotional, or too personal to say here.

Let's juz say dat alot has happened lately, and it's not possible to sum it all up in juz a few words.

It's more of like a maelstrom of emotions dat awoke within me, with or without me realizing it.

BUT!

I always bear in mind dat I should be positive-minded and dat no matter how badly stuck I am in any kind of situation, dere's always a reason for everything.

Dere's diz saying dat goes, “Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."
Soooo, juz persevere on lah!
=)

Ohh yeah, I had the most random moment ever, I swear.

Diz is wad happens..

Earlier today I was msning with him (as in my bf) of course.
Den my cousin and his wife came.

& since I need to get dressed properly to salam them, I thought, "Hey, since i'm dressed, why not juz walk to Gombak and buy a top-up card since I need to buy it anewaes?"

All diz whilst msning him, so I'm like getting dressed + msning + getting ready to go out.
So feeling kinda rushed, I simple asked;

"Ehh, wanna meet up for a while near prime?"
"I'm heading out now, will msg u"

&& he's like;
"Huh? meet now?"
"U crius or waddd?"

Haha, uber random I tell u.
End up we met for awhile to buy some stuffs over at Prime and Shop&Save.

Dat concludes the super impromptu meet-up ever, haha!
The pluses of living near each other ehh.

Alrite, I've been meeting him a few times but yet no pics uploaded so far.
Soo, here's one.
=)

Google-ing away when I shud be focusing.. =X

2009-10-08T21:24:00.004+08:00

Haha, it's funny how one moment we're (as in me and my classmate) talking bout our revision, and the next, we're google-ing for a mosque.

Coz 2mrw's exam starts at 2, so we plan to have lunch first but then we need to find a nearby mosque for Zuhor coz dere's not enuff time after the paper.
So now we're like google-ing for maps and exchanging links for dat sake.
Lol~

My my, I need my attention back to the papers, not the google maps!
=X

Freaking-out =\

2009-10-08T19:51:00.003+08:00

Wow, I've been real busy diz few days.
Werking till 5.30 or 6 from Mondays to Fridays, weekend's for revision for the upcoming exams.

One paper's 2mrw, which is the module I kinda disliked actually coz of all the calculations and analytical aspects of science.
=\

I've been revising, but still the confidence's not dere, yet.
Maybe I juz nd more reading-ups tonite, but I doubt it'll work coz last minute revision juz wont work for me.
Heck lah, I'll juz try my best and hope for the best.
Insya'allah.

Hmm, as for the jln raya trip with the gals diz Sunday, I still cant confirm yet.
But I'll get back to either one of u latest Saturday nite alrite?

Coz I havent even started revising anytink for Monday's exam.
I'm like dead meat alrd can?
It's not like I dun want to revise for it earlier, but revising for 2mrw's paper alrd takes up like 3/4 of my brain cells.
Haiz, alrite la, gotta get back to the txtbks and papers now.

Will update again soon.

Shucks, I totally forgot to sms Raj and Miaobi who alrd went into Tekong today.
=\

Hectic day~

2009-09-25T20:29:00.006+08:00

Wow, I can't believe I survived today.

Was busy right from the moment I woke up till now.
Coz I was really really, super sleepy yesterday, I kinda gave up on my assignment and went to sleep around 1.
=\

So had to wake up early today to finish it up.
And den I had an interview at 2pm, which initially I decided NOT to go coz by 1pm I'm still struggling with my incomplete assignment which was due today.

Got a call from the agent saying dat the client will be waiting for me, so postponed the interview to 3.30pm.
In the meantime I was again, rushing to finish the assignment.
So by 2.30 I was rushing out, and reached dere at 3.45 after almost getting lost trying to find the building.
=X

The interviewer was funny lah, when i was going off after the interview ended, diz is wad he said,
"Oh yah, btw, I lived juz one block away from u. Haha."
& I'm like "Okaaaaay, so is dat a gud thing or a bad thing?"
I'll nvr noe...

I really heck-cared thru diz interview coz I've been to sooo many interview dat cost me close to a 100bucks on transport fee alone, but still no good news.
Den the interview ended at about 4.15 afterwhich I rushed to school to meet my classmate who helped printed out my assignment for submission.

Stayed on to settle the documents and stuff till 5.15 b4 rushing to Farrer Park, diz time to meet Gurveen who's here on a one wk break from Aus, tgt with Nisha and Nz coz the rest cant make it.
It seems like everyone's been really busy with their own studies, work, etc.
But still glad dat I get to meet-up with them albeit it being really short coz i was late..

Den home sweet home.
Otw home, got a call from the agent saying dat I was successful in dat job interview.
So yeah, I got dat job, Alhamdulillah!
=)

Though mom and sis was saying dat the pay is too little, I'm thankful nonetheless.
Hey, dah bersyukur dpt keje ehh.
haha!

&& the first person dat i break the news to is of course my bf lah.
Haha, okay2 dat part shud be omitted for my own knowledge ehh.

Alrite den.
Anything I'll be updating here if i've got the time.
Byez~

Assignments, assignments~

2009-09-24T23:22:00.006+08:00

I've been on the same piece of assignment since diz morning when i woke up.
*sighs*

Stuck like nobody's business and when I asked the lecturer, all she gave was the answer.
How great?

We wanted the steps yet she gave the answers.
Now, all 5 of us are squeezing our brain cells juz to derive the steps for dat one particular answer b4 we can call it a day.
-_________________-

Can the steps juz pop urself up so we can all go to bed happily ever after??
Hah, dat's juz ridiculous~

& i'm crapping here, even more so ridiculous when I'm sleepy like hell yet I've to force myself to stay awake.
Tsk!
I need a breather alrd~

Salam Aidilfitri =)

2009-09-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

I'm late by a few days but nonetheless, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out dere.
Mohon maaf zahir dan batin.
Eid Mubarak~
=)

Amazing Nasyid =D

2009-09-16T23:30:00.006+08:00

Listen to diz perfect nasyid.
I believe u'll all go "Subhanallah" too.
=)

FYI: Click on the small button with the arrow, den press the CC to enable the subtitles. They're simply amazing~
To download, click here

Updates:
The answers to my questions have finally been answered.
I've managed to set aside time despite the hectic schedule; to benefit from diz holy month which is coming to an end pretty soon.

Alhamdulillah~
=D

4 more days =\

2009-09-16T01:57:00.009+08:00

Today's already the 26th day of Ramadhan.
Only 4 more days to benefit from diz holy month and get the best out of it.

Sadly enuff for me, I'm stuck with 4 pending assignments, 1 presentation and 2 exams to prepare for.
But dat's not all, I've yet to give my room another round of cleaning.

Curtains are up, bedsheets changed.

However, dere's still a need to wipe every nook and cranny for dust, as well as vacuum and mop the entire room b4 I can call it a day.

Soooo, when can I possibly squeeze the time to do more good deeds and benefit from diz Ramadhan?

--> They say "Where dere's a will, dere's a way" but I've yet to find the way..

Can I say dat diz year's preparation for Raya is the most hectic one ever?

p/s Thank God I don't have any work commitments, yet.

It was indeed a blessing a disguise.
=)

Doa di Malam Lailatul Qadar

2009-09-13T21:04:00.005+08:00

اَللَّهُمَّ إنَّكَ عَفُوٌّ تُحِبُّ الْعَفْوَ فَاعْفُ عَنِّي

Allahumma innaka ‘afuwwun tuhibbul afwa fa’fu’annii

“Ya Allah Engkau Maha Pengampun dan mencintai orang yang meminta ampunan, maka ampunilah aku.”

Malam Lailatul Qadar_Night of Decree

2009-09-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

“Malam lailatul qadar lebih baik daripada seribu bulan,” (al-Qadr, ayat ketiga).

Malam Lailatul Qadar dianggap istimewa kerana didalamnya terdapat berbagai keutamaan yang tidak bisa ditemukan pada malam-malam yang lain.

Keutamaan Malam Lailatul Qadar:
1. Malam itu sangat mulia dan memiliki nilai sangat agung
2. Ketaatan yang dikerjakan dimalam itu memiliki nilai dan pahala yang sangat tinggi
3. Orang-orang yang biasa-biasa saja akan menjadi mulia dan bernilai jika dia menghidupkan malam Al-Qadr dengan berbagai Ibadah.
4. Di malam itu Allah menurunkan Al-Qur’an kepada Rasulullah.
5. Di malam itu turun para malaikat yang berkedudukan tinggi.
6. Di malam itu Allah menurunkan kebaikan, rahmat dan ampunan yang tiada tara.
7. Di malam itu bumi menjadi sempit karena kehadiran para malaikat yang tak terhitung jumlahnya.
8. Di malam itu Allah menentukan apa yang Dia kehendaki, seperti rezeki, umur, kematian dan sebagainya.

Waktunya:
“Hakikatnya tiada siapa mengetahui bila malam lailatul qadar akan berlaku termasuk Nabi Muhammad sendiri. Dalam satu kisah yang diriwayatkan Imam Muslim, diceritakan yang Rasulullah hampir memberitahu sahabat mengenai waktu berlaku lailatul qadar tetapi akhirnya tidak kesampaian,” katanya.

Selepas kerap ditanya sahabat, Allah SWT akhirnya memberi wahyu kepada Rasulullah dengan menerangkan bilakah berlakunya malam lailatul qadar.
“Selepas menerima wahyu daripada Allah SWT, Baginda berjalan untuk menemui sahabat bagi memberitahu tanda berlakunya malam itu. Bagaimanapun, ketika dalam perjalanan, Baginda menemui dua sahabat yang sedang bertengkar."

“Baginda kemudian sibuk meleraikan pertengkaran dua sahabat itu dan akhirnya Rasulullah SAW terlupa tarikh atau masa malam al-Qadr seperti diwahyukan Allah,” katanya.

Kalangan ulama berpendapat bahawa antara hikmah terlupanya Rasulullah SAW akan tanda-tanda malam lailatul qadar adalah supaya manusia berusaha sendiri mencari malam berkenaan.

“Jika Nabi Muhammad SAW sudah memberitahu waktu berlakunya malam lailatul qadar, maka tidak ramai lagi umat Islam akan berusaha sebaliknya hanya menunggu dan beribadat pada malam itu saja dan tidak pada malam lain.”

--> Carilah malam Lailatul Qadar di (malam ganjil) pada 10 hari terakhir bulan Ramadhan” [Hadits Riwayat Bukhari 4/225 dan Muslim 1169]

"Sesungguhnya malam Nisfu Syaaban itu menutup dosa-dosa setahun, malam Jumaat menutup dosa seminggu and malam Lailatul Qadar menutup dosa seumu hidup"

http://nurjeehan.hadithuna.com/2007/10/malam-lailatul-qadar-anugerah-teristimewa/

Cute lil' girl dancing to the Wonder Girls' songs

2009-09-11T09:17:00.004+08:00

Diz video is soo cute lah.
It shows one lil' girl dancing almost perfectly to most of Wonder Girls' songs.
Like "Irony", "Tell Me" and of course not forgetting, "Nobody".

Somehow watching the girl dance reminded me of Clarice.
Gosh, I miss her alrd~

Anewaes, it seems like the "Nobody" song became the hit song diz few mth/weeks, which I juz dun understand y.
Not coz the song is not nice, but the song is like, wad, totally backdated??
Coz I first listened to it somewhr around the start of the year, and now almost everywhr I go I'll hear dat song as the ringtone.

=\

Remember Juz Remember_A Lovely Poem indeed

2009-09-05T21:44:00.003+08:00

When things are down

And you are out of your mind

Remember just remember

Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness

And nothing is right

Remember just remember

Through the darkness,Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense

And your heading for demise

Remember just remember

It doesn't make sense,but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled

And no one seems to care

Remember just remember

Allah won't hurt you,He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking

And your pain makes you fall

Remember just remember

Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak

And the road seems long

Remember just remember

Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden

And everything is unstable

Remember just remember

Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy

And there is no one by your side

Remember just remember

Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen

Or is willing to lend an ear

Remember just remember

Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless

And you are stuck in a niche

Remember just remember

Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery

And there is nowhere to run

Remember just remember

You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting

And your heart is in fear

Remember just remember

Allah is really here.

Quoted from "http://qaeeysh.blogspot.com/"

Ummu Salamah radhiallahu anha mengatakan bahwa ia pernah mendengar Rasulullah Shalallahu ‘alaihi wa salam bersabda :

"Seseorang yang tertimpa musibah lalu ia berkata : inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji’un dan berdoa : Allahuma jurnii fi musibatii wakhluf liya khairan minhaa (Ya Allah berilah aku pahala dalam musibah ini dan gantikanlah untukku dengan yang lebih baik daripadanya). Nescaya Allah akan memberinya pahala karena musibah itu dan menggantikan untuknya dengan yang lebih baik." (HR. Muslim 3/37-38).

I pray for the health of his grandad and hope dat he stays strong through it all.

Amin.

Phobia 2: Sequel to 4bia

2009-09-04T16:03:00.007+08:00

Woah!

I juz received news dat Phobia 2 is coming up soon.
It's smth like 4bia, except dat diz time round diz movie consists of 5 short but horror stories instead of 4 in 4bia.

In one of the stories, the cast from "In the middle", rmbr the funny guys who thought dat they're running away from a dead fren when in actual fact they're all dead?
Yeaps, they're be starring in one of the 5 short stories, again~

I'm soo gonna watch diz movie.
=D

Here's the link for the movie trailer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRQZehNbHjw

Some truths are better left unknown

2009-09-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

Was watching the show, The Moment of Truth earlier on, and diz particular phrase comes to mind, "Some truths are better left unknown."

The show is basically about someone going on stage and answer 21 questions truthfully to be able to win some money.
The immediate family members or anyone related to the qns dat's about to be asked will be dere as audience to sort-of listen to the contestant's answer.

I noe it sounds real easy but the keyword here is, "truthfully".
One simple dishonest answer would cost the contestant everything dat she/he have won thus far PLUS all the drama dat comes along with it.

Dere's diz whole load of drama going on in diz particular episode.
The contestant is diz lady who is married and to me, her life seems like it's been one hell of a ride.

&& it simply revolves around her ex-es and past mistakes.
She's fired before coz of stealing money.
She's still in love with her ex.
She's still in love with her ex to the point of thinking about him during her wedding to her current husband.
She's had sexual relationship with another person other than her husband when they've been married for two years.

& the qns dat cost her $200,000 was, "Do you thing you're a good person?" and she said, "Yes."
Dat answer she gave was false, which meant dat somewhere in her heart, she still havent forgiven herself.
Juz how much more drama can it possibly be?
The horrors~

Somehow it made me reflect abit on relationships.
I've heard stories all over about how tons and tons of relationships failed coz of stories of the past, specifically the taboo word here is, "Ex-es".

&& dat brings me back to the phrase, "Some truths are better left unknown."
Dere's three choices dat comes along with diz phrase:
1. Juz keep it a secret forever. (But diz is gonna be real tough)
2. Open up about dat truths you've been hiding, and end up hurting everyone involved.
3. Open up about dat truths you've been hiding, end up hurting everyone involved, BUT get on with it.

Alrite, enuff with my thoughts already.

I need patience and endurance~

2009-08-27T21:01:00.006+08:00

Trying HARD to maintain my composure ryte now but I juz can't!

Goodness!
How many times do I have to drop the hints b4 u understand?

"Give a man a fish and u'll feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and u'll feed him for a lifetime"
Diz is sooo soo true lah~

I'm trying my best to help and yet all u do is "ask for the fish" instead of listening to me "teach u how to fish".
Tsk!

أَعُوْذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْطَانِ الرَّجِيْمِ
Ya Allah ampunilah segala dosaku, hilangkan marah di dalam hatiku dan peliharalah aku daripada tergelumus di dalam gelombang dosa.

I'm soo soo thankful I have Allah, him, and my frens around as my pillar of strength when I most needed it.
=D

"Orphan" movie & 24.08.09_Dinner with his FYP frens

2009-08-26T17:18:00.014+08:00

Well, can I say dat alot has happened in my life lately?
Haha, guess not.
Except for the fact dat I'm attached now, nth much really happened.

The other day when I posted about the trip over to Marina Barrage with him, I did mention about going to watch the movie "Orphan" ryte?

Well, we did went over to Cathay Cineleisure to watch it on dat day itself.
Dat movie was quite nice lah, except dat it wasn't the kind of horror dat I lurve watching since it's more of the killing/violence kinda horror.

Watched the 2.10 slot at about 2.40 since we went over to Al-Falah mosque first for prayers.
Lucky we were still able to buy tickets for dat movie even though we were late.
=)

Den after the movie, we went over to Orchard Central to explore abit.
Dat place was rather empty lah maybe coz it was a weekday, but dere's quite a lot of shops.
Around 5pm we headed home coz he has driving theory lesson soon after so dat sums up the day.

Oh yeah, dat was actually an impromptu meet-up coz the day before I randomly mentioned to him dat the movie "Orphan" seems nice and so he thought of the idea of watching it together.
Well, I guess he did the right move coz it was on dat day itself dat I made my decision about officially going out with him?
=D

Next up would be on the 24th August, which was on Monday.
He asked if I was free to follow him and meet his FYP frens for dinner.

Of course I was hesitant initially but after much deliberation, I agreed to it since I have the chance to meet his frens, so why not ryte?
=)

Met up around 4.40 and headed over to WM to look for a gift for one of his frens who had her bdae a couple of weeks ago.
After going round and round the mall in search of a good gift, finally we decided on a rather pretty necklace for her, and diz small yet meaningful friendship card.

Oh yeah, met his younger sister dere which is like another coincidence all together.
Idk how many times we're gonna have all diz coincidences again; dere's like too many coincidences alrd lah, haha!
Like I've met all his siblings alrd(except for his big bro), though unofficially.
& he's met my dad over at the mosque, twice!
Goodness~
Ehh, sorry for the digression.
=X

Okay, after dat we took the train all the way to Changi Airport since dat's whr we're meeting his frens for the dinner.
First up, met Danker Calista, diz really pretty and outgoing gal who's the bdae gal itself.
Her name alrd sounds pretty lah, haha!

Den went in to Swensens' while waiting for the other two to arrive.
Talked about stuff and I realized I juz cant stop laughing with her around.
Coz she's juz too outgoing and friendly.
=)

Den Yu Yin arrived, followed by Weiming.
Dat Weiming is not his FYP fren lah, but he's Danker's good fren so she invited him along also.
Took some pictures together, so here goes.

Around 9.40 we left the place and since Weiming drives his dad car, all of us got a ride back from him.
How awesome can dat be? ahaha!

Reached Bukit Gombak MRT whr Weiming dropped us both.
Was caught a little off-guard when he said dat he'll send me back home to my block.
Aww, how sweet of him lah!
=D

Okay okay, I guess I better stop gushing like a lil' kid about juz how sweet he is lah.
xD

I'm juz soo soo glad dat I decided to follow him since I totally enjoyed dat day.
His frens are real nice and friendly and outgoing and fun!

Okay den, till next time.
=)

p/s I cant even type diz post out in peace without having my sis go,"ahh, type lagi type lagi" =.=
p/p/s I'm so enjoying my life ryte now. =D

"Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!" =D

2009-08-21T19:09:00.003+08:00

Today's officially the last day of the month Syaaban, so to all my Muslim friends,
"Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!"

Well, I'm extremely excited bout diz.
Have even made a couple of plans to better myself in diz month.
Hopefully I'll be able to fulfill all dat, Insya'allah!
=D

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri tiada henti-henti

Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar

Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan

Selangkah demi selangkah...
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku...
Ku tempuh jua

-------------------------------------------

Bulan Ramadhan bulan yg berkat
Bulan rahmat dan bulan utama
Pahala digandakan, doa diterima
Bulan Lailatul Qadar yg istimewa

Isilah bulan ini, banyakkan amalan
Beribadah malam, siang berpuasa
Banyakkanlah sedekah jgn dikira
Moga ia menjadi penebus dosa
Membaca Al-Quran jgn dilupakan
Zikir dan Tasbih elok disertakan
Meriahkan Ramadhan dgn bermacam cara
Agar Ramadhan tidak sia-sia...

Hindarkanlah dosa di setiap anggota
Kalau boleh dosa hati jua
Kerna dosa itu merosakkan pahala
Agar kita tidak mensiakan Ramadhan
Isilah Ramadhan dgn sebaiknya
Kerna ia datang setahun sekali
Tahun hadapan belum tentu jumpa
Kerna kita mati bila-bila masa

12.08.09_Marina Barrage-d with Syamil =)

2009-08-20T10:33:00.010+08:00

Well, diz is considered a long overdue post which is supposed to be up last wk but yeah, things happen.
Haha, yah ryte, excuses only la.

Hmm, okay back on track.
On the 12th diz month, I went out with him again.

Everybody shud noe who by now ryte? haha!

Maybe not everyone but my close friends only lah.

Yeap, went to Marina Barrage to explore since both of us havent been dere b4.

Met around 3 and took the mrt down to Marina Bay, & i think we were like wad, only a few mins late and the bus wasn't dere anymore?
Coz we arrived like around 3.55 and the shuttle bus shud be dere at 3.50 according to the schedule.

Lucky dere's bus 400 if I'm not wrong so yeah, managed to reach dere safely.
Upon entering, dere's diz pillar with words of different languages on them and one of them was diz 'mim-alif-ain' which we still cant figure out wad it is till now.
=X
Maybe it says water in arab, but I personally thought dat it's main or play. (haha, dunno lah!)

Den walked up the spiral thing and dere's loads of people flying kites dere lah since it's an open space, and verry windy at dat.

Lurve diz pic, like dere's the view of the flyer, the spiral thing going up, as well as the water foutain.

Hmm, den we sat at one spot where it's shady to juz talk about stuff and dere's diz one time whr he showed his skill in rubic cube.
The first time I get to noe him, I alrd knew dat he can solve a rubic cube but I didnt noe it was dat fast la!

He asked how long do I think he can solve it, and I said, "3 minutes."
Den when he did it in like 50 seconds, I'm like, "Woah, fast seh. It was silly of me to think dat he will take quite some time."
=.=

Ah, here's another pic dat I like.

It's diz ornament titled, "What goes around comes around." (I noe, cliched but yeah.)
Ehh, but dat's not the reason I like diz pic lah.
I like diz pic coz if you see carefully, we're standing dere ryte smacked in the middle of its reflection.
=)

Yah, & he was saying, "Of course la it's nice, see who takes the pic."
&& he was the one who took it la, haha!

Alrite, den we continued exploring another section of the place.
Cant take a picture dere so no pics lah, but it was basically juz information bout the water system, bla bla bla, wasn't daat interesting actually.
=X

Pic of the flyer from the place itself, like duh!
haha!

Yeap, dat's him.
&& we sat somewhere near the Green Roof in the pic.
=)

Left around 5.45 to Tanjong Pagar whr we headed to diz mosque.
Ehh heck la, I forgot the name of the mosque alrd.
=\

Coz he wanted to bring me to diz eating place near dere for dinner.
But eventually we ended up eating in McDonalds coz dere's like only the staff dere and nobody else in dat eating place.

&& yeah, he treated me to dat dinner at McDonalds coz he juz got his pay.
Actually he doesnt have to do dat lah, but anywaes since he alrd did dat, of course I'm thankful.
=D

Headed back home soon after coz it's already like 9 when we finished our dinner.
Shall end diz post with the last 2 pics which I've not yet posted up above.

Off I go now, will be meeting him again to watch "Orphan" later.
=D

2009-08-07T18:53:00.003+08:00

Wah lao eh..
Here I m trying my best to concentrate on finding the correct piece of information for one of my assignment, dere he is shooting me random qns.
-___-!

Actually, it was kinda my fault la.
Was asking my lecturer about dat one particular qns which I wasnt sure about.
Den he kindly answered my queries, with a hell LOTSA info dat it took me quite some time to absorb.

Goodness noe how many times I've said, "Thanks, will work on it."
Yet, he still continues rambling on and on with MORE & MORE info.
Alrite, i geddit alrd la.
Sheesh~

Den, dat's not all.
In btwn the info, he was slightly lame, wad with stuff like, "u have to wear a cap of investigator, not CSI but clinician's or doctor's."
-_____-

Also, after he FINALLY finishes his info-telling, he continues shooting me random qns about finding job, my goal in life, my grades in O level and RP, bla bla bla.
He even asked diz super random qns, "What is Agama Islam / Pengajian Moral ?"

I'm like, "Ehh, wad's the link???"
Super duper ultra mega random!!

Alrite, back to dat same piece of assignment which I have been working on since goodness-noe-when.
=\

2009-08-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

Well, I guess sleeping really does help to ease dat tension earlier on.
=\

It was all due to the bingit-ness of not getting dat job(s).
The reason they gave to reject me is totally unbelievable.
Like criusly, extremely NOT valid lah.

But nah, I better dun start talking about it now else I'll turn grouchy again.

Felt really really bad dat I had to flare up at dat certain someone.
=X

Shall be back to update soon, hopefully with good news diz time round.
=)

2009-08-05T12:06:00.004+08:00

I'm hating wad i'm feeling now.
CRIUSLY hate it to the max~

Havent slept a wink at all today.
Guess dat's the cause of it all.

All diz grouchy feeling and the plus-es.
I need a much stronger heart 4 diz.

Insya'allah I'll try to overcome it in the shortest possible time.
*oh how i'm glad i still have a place to seek comfort in*
=)

Super random update

2009-08-02T07:40:00.005+08:00

The feeling of having completed dat one ~~stupid~~ super long-winded question is exhilarating!!

Haha!
After like one whole night struggling to piece all the information tgt~
Okay la, maybe not one ENTIRE night but maybe bout 5 hours?

Was woken up earlier diz morning and I knew I juz had to finish dat ONE question.
Initially the plan was to complete it before I went to bed, but despite the iced coffee dat I drank at midnite, I still felt sleepy thus concluded dat I shall continue it another day(which is today, of course).

Also, was feeling slightly muddle-headed the night b4.
BUT! Alhamdulillah, my prayers are answered.
=D

&&& I'm feeling super alive and full of energy now.
Maybe I shud utilize diz feeling with the next AND final question.
=D

2009-07-31T13:20:00.005+08:00

Alrite, yesterday was quick meet-up with Nisha, Nz and Arcc over at Yishun.
Had all dat fun chats about various stuff like facebook, driving, and the module bidding system at NUS.

Yeah, it was rather complicated dat bidding system, it's like "WTH? Modules also have to bid arh?" kinda thing.
Haha, and Nz was saying, "Ehh, when you explain it in money terms, dat makes it A WHOLE LOT easier for us to understand lah."
Lol~

Guess it was juz a short meet-up b4 everybody else will be busy with their own work schedules/studies/etc. but it was worth dat 4 hours of juz chit-chatting.
=)

Hmm, let's see.
Today was criusly frustrating lah, was woken up a few times in the morning thus couldnt get a peaceful sleep.

Well, actually i shud be wide awake by the time all those annoying noises disrupt me from my sleep but heck it lah, i jolly well noe my own sleeping time.
=X

Alrite, i'm being random again.

2009-07-27T17:59:00.007+08:00

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Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
Sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
Kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
Apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
Kelak akan membawa putus asa pada tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan
Setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali

Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah
Apakah kitakan sabar ataupun sebaliknya
Kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
Semuanya adalah nikmat dari tuhan

Somehow everytime I'm feeling down, dere's always smth dat helps put me at ease back again.
For instance, yesterday b4 goin to bed, my heart felt really really bitter about smth.

~~Cried hard and after listening to these lyrics, felt better though I ended up with puffy eyes diz morning~~

Guess it's juz those few times when ur feelings overwhelms ur own thoughts.
BUT! I'm alrite now so yeah.
=)

Hmm, anewaes, I've been pondering about diz for quite sometime.
The 'diz' dat I'm referring to is about mentioning diz new fren I've made quite sometime ago.
Let's see, about 2mths back?

Went out with him last Saturday to watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince over at Vivo.
Had brunch at Burger King b4 going in the cinema.

The movie wasnt really daat nice coz dere's not much action, but it's more towards the character development like all the romance going on btwn them.
Kinda awkward to watch it with him, but heck la since I was all geared up for the movie.
Haha!

Since we caught the one dat was at 1pm, when the movie was over, headed over to the nearby mosque for his prayers.
Den found a place to sit and talked about various stuff.

He was ryte in saying dat it was more of me listening to him talk than me talking.
Guess I'm still nervous around him; its not about being awkward but more towards me being all tensed up.

Anewaes, headed back home around 5+ and dat was all dere is to it.

p/s To the little ppl who still reads my blog, in case you get diz wrong, he's juz a fren, for now.

I'm still trying hard to overcome my fear of commitment.
& I need time, which idk how long. (afterall I'm still a human being with feelings)

Extremely thankful! =D

2009-07-23T13:51:00.008+08:00

I'm thankful for having a Dad who understands me soo much.

I noe diz is random, but heck it~

Thing is, I asked him for help to print out my notes for school.

Dere's like diz whole stash of notes to be printed out since everything is in soft copy and to revise and write notes during class, printing it out is the best option.

Coz to print them outside cost like $0.50 per page; in which I already paid $10.50 for simply ONE copy of my note. (eurgh, I'll go broke if I have to pay dat amount everytime I have class la!)

Hence, earlier today, he called from outside juz to inform me dat the notes are in the store room.

Normally, he would juz print them out and place them in an envelope; all of the docs would be randomly arranged and so I would have to do a double job of re-arranging the docs.

BUT! Diz time round, he arranged them for me according to the order of attachment in the mail, AND even helped me file them up.

&& of course I'm grateful for dat.

haha!
Dat's one happy goober with his food.

Alrite, back to revision.

p/s Congrats Nisha for passing ur driving test!! =D

2009-07-19T19:00:00.006+08:00

I swear I have totally nth to say but since I'm dead bored ryte now, here I m babbling nonsense.
Actually, I waiting till 0745 to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on Channel 5.
=)

Oh yeah, I'm soo soo waiting for the nxt trip to JB to get my hands on Skrip 7707.

It seems dat it will only be shown on theatres over dere.
But nvr md, DVD DVD DVD.
Haha!

On why it interests me is bcoz it's abit like 4bia but diz time round, even better.
Instead of 4 short horror stories, it's 9!!
Like criusly, 9 short stories in one movie would be awesome la~

Okaaay, enuff bout dat.
I'm still job-hunting for now, sent like tens of resume online but so far none have called up for interview.

Fairuz mentioned dat it took NUH 2 weeks to finally call her up b4 she got her current job, so guess I'll juz have to ~~rot~~ stay at home and do nth like nobody's business.
I've been telling myself,"Sabar je la, sabar tu adalah separuh drpd iman"
Hahaha!

Hmm, diz upcoming week can b quite hectic, wad with 3 lessons in a week.
Not dat it's a bad thing la, except dat since it's night school, I'll b missing Prison Break and Heroes.

BUT, i noe studies take priority over everytink else for the moment.
I've learnt to appreciate the money spent; like I couldnt waste all dat hard-earned money, thus I shud study hard and play hard at the same time.

Thinking about responsibilities again, diz has gotta stop somehow.
Urgh, it sucks somehow to be an adult.
No wonder everybody's been saying, "I wish we're back in secondary sch when our only worries are about school grades and the likes."

I've really got nth else to ramble on about.
Guess dat's it for now.

2009-07-15T13:24:00.007+08:00

Well, it seems dat everything's going fine now.
My two close frens who have gone MIA have text-ed me saying they're alrite, thank goodness~
=)

I'm happy for them and whatever it is, they will always have their family and frens around shud they nd any help from us.
=)

Okay, here are the picture(s) for the day when we sent Gurveen and Clarice off for their study trip to Aus.

Hmm, i've criusly got nth to share about the send-off except dat it was abit emotional for me when sending Clarice off.

BUT!
I managed to control myself and luckily Arcc's dere to brighten up the mood.

See the pic above whr dere's me, arcc and clarice?
When the both of them hugged, arcc accidentally left streaks of her foundation powder on Clarice's shirt.
Haha!

Alrite, and den yesterday was out with Nz to apply for a job at Recruit Express.
I was like criusly late for half an hour coz i fall asleep on the sofa la!
=X

Den after dat went around Peninsula Shopping Centre in search of her fren's bdae present.
Managed to find wad she wants and next, we headed down to Bugis to find her checkered shirt.
Initially we were walking round and round coz we couldn't find a suitable piece but towards the end, we managed to find one.
=)

Went for lunch-cum-dinner at LJS.
We sat for like nearly an hour la; even the gals who were sitting beside us, eating the same thing finished off their food earlier den us.
Haha!

Den headed off around 4 coz I have class at 7 and i nd to go back home to take my stuff for class.

As for my first ever class, it was a sweet surprise for me to find dat Dimple, my ex-classmate in RP was also taking the same course.
=D

Hmm, as for the class, let's juz say it doesnt go to well.
Reason being,
1. The class was super small with only 6 students.
2. The lecturer bombards us with LOADS of terms dat I've already forgotten about. (okay, maybe only me)
3. She also focuses more of her attention to the 4 other gals who have already started working in the Science field, using terms dat ONLY they can relate to while me and Dimple were like, "Huuh? WTH is dat?"
4. It seems like the lecturer has a problem with us(me and Dimple) presenting everyday in RP.
--> She was all,"Okay, I'm sure you two would have presented about diz topic b4 rite?"
Criusly, does presenting everyday means we have presented on every single topic she's talking about??
Eurgh!!

Okaaay, reason 1 was bad to me bcoz when a class has only 6 students, dere will b more interaction btwn the lecturer and us; more eye-contact, more of those scary moments when the lecturer will juz stare directly at u and fire a qns.

But to look at it on a positive note, at least I wont be distracted.

I gtg now, gotta read thru my notes while I'm still in the mood to study.

2009-07-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Easier said than done.
Today's the day when I officially understood dat term whole-heartedly.

Normally I'm the one telling others, "Try not to think about it, but dont try to stop thinking about it."

But today, the more I want to stop thinking about it, the more it wont go away from my mind.
=(

Syurga Cinta =)

2009-07-10T22:12:00.007+08:00

Well, these few days I've been literally ~~rotting~~ resting at home doing nth except watching the whole load of DVD which I juz bought from JB.

Watched really, really alot until Mom starts nagging about the bills being high coz of dat.

Here's the list of the movies I've watched thus far, if u dun believe me;

1. Red Cliff 2

2. 17 again

3. Histeria
4. X-men: Wolverine smth smth

5. Transformers 1 & Transformers Revenge of the Fallen

6. Night at the Musuem 2

7. Syurga Cinta

Hmm, guess dere's some more but I cant think of them off the head right now.

&& my fav of all was movie #7, Syurga Cinta.

I noe, it's smth like a romantic comedy but it's not like the norms.

It combines romance, comedy and some religious values.

Here's how the story goes;

The film opens with the scene of Irham's homecoming being celebrated by him and his buddies at a nightclub. The next day, Irham was given a challenge by his mates to court a pious Muslim girl, Syuhadah, who also works as a teacher at Irham's brother's school. Within a month, he must break up their relationship in front of his friends to win the bet.

When Irham wanted to catch Syu's attention, he did all sorts of stuff a guy wud normally do to attract her.
Like for example; when Hadziq first introduces his brother(Irham) to Syu, he was wearing diz Jubah AND ketayap juz bcoz Syu wears scarf.

Den Syu asked Hadziq, "Ur brother jz got back from Mesir izit?"

Haha!

The first few scenes was hilarious at some parts, den the show got deeper into the plot with the many, many truckloads of religious values that was implanted within the dialogue itself.

The movie made me realize a few things, which is sorta a good thing coz I learnt smth from it.

However, it may be slightly overrated and cliched coz in reality no one wud speak like Syu did, wad with all the values and rules in almost every sentence.

All in all, it's a nice and heart-warming movie to watch.

Stories to share

2009-07-09T17:52:00.010+08:00

Alrite, I think i wont be updating about the trip to M'sia anymore.
I have to admit, I'm juz plain lazy.
=/

But hey, imagine updating 5days worth of story, dat wud be plain boring, AND tiring on my part.

But i can bring back some stories at least:

1.
Was watching 'Wakenabeb' in the hotel room.
It was all about sabo-ing other ppl can it being captured on camera, sumtink like 'Punk'd'.

& dere's diz particular scene whereby they wanna test the reaction of one poor guy by scaring him with they own man-made pocong/gula-gula.
To cut the story short, upon seeing the pocong near the kitchen, his expression was priceless.

First, he laungkan azan kuat2.
Second, he read all kind of prayers dat he can rmbr at the top of his head.
And finally, the most funny part of all, he took his wall clock which has some prayer words on it and used it as an 'amulet'.
Haha!

At dat point of time, everyone started laughing like mad.
Can you imagine taking the wall clock??
It's like goodness, the things people do when they're scared~

Laughing at other people being sabo-ed is indeed fun but not when u're the one being sabo-ed la.
Pity the guy~

2.
Rmbr when I blogged about the last trip to Genting?
Here it is: http://untouchable-dreamz.blogspot.com/2009/02/020209genting-trip-with-family.html
I didnt manage to persuade Sis into playing with me at the outdoor theme park then.
Also, it was rather foggy dat time.
But diz time round, she came around to it BUT with strings attached.

& dat was, she wont accompany me to take certain rides like Corkscrew, Space Shot & Pirate ship.
Wad a spoiltsport la!
Nonetheless, I took those rides myself.
It's like woah, totally pathetic but nvrmd I had fun by myself~
Haha!

&& it was my virgin attempt at Space Shot.
It's the ride where only 12 ppl can go at a time; it goes like 10 storey high and den come down super fast to about the 2nd storey and den a few more ups-and-downs and we're done?
I have to say, I felt like I was gonna die when the thing came down the very first time la!

But I'm still alive and kicking now~
=)

3.
I became the promoter of diz shop which sells Baked Sweet Potato(Keledek)~
NOT!

Wad took place was diz; I happened to come across dat shop while queing for one of the rides.
Bought one piece of the keledek and went back to queue, with sis of course.
Didnt relize dat everyone was looking until sis mentioned it to me.

Den all of a sudden it's ike everyone's asking me where do I buy dat.
& so I have to repeat like a thousand times(alrite, exaggerate), maybe only about 5times?
But still, having to repeat 5 times about where I bought the keledek is a tad too much and irritating.

Ish!
I wanted to type a really really short post but ended up with diz quite long post instead~
=/

p/s Sunday's getting super close & I juz cant shake off diz funy feeling in me.
p/p/s Sunday's the day when I have to bid dear Gurveen & dearest Clarice goodbye.

Life is full of ironies

2009-07-08T00:00:00.004+08:00

I'm baaaaaaack!
=)

Had a great time enjoying myself fully.
But then again, maybe not coz dere's tooo many things weighing on my mind thru out the whole trip.
Tsk!

Hate diz feeling.
To the max~

Shall be back soooon.
But idk when.

Dhe mighty long & wordy post =X

2009-06-30T23:26:00.010+08:00

Ooookay, I dun even noe whr to start off now.

I've been pretty busy lately with lotsa stuff goin on.

First off, my quitting Watsons'.

Dat was last Saturday, on th 27th June '09.

Dhe day started of pretty mundane, with me not expecting much about it being my last day at work and dat only 3 out of my 5 colleagues are working.

Well, u noe bout dis saying dat goes "when dere's no expectation dere wont be any disappointment"?

Dat was my exact same feeling on dat day.

But! When it was time to go home, they sprung me a sweet little surprise.

One of my colleagues bought me diz cute Pooh bear, and my manager shared with another colleague to give me a Watsons' gift voucher.

He's like so sweet all of a sudden la, coz while passing me the voucher, he was saying diz, "Nurul, u better dont forget us okay? Diz voucher better had u rmbr us over here."

Haha!

I nearly cried but well, I'm strong enuff to handle dat emotional situation.

Haha!

Dhe next day was pretty much boring coz I stayed at home the whole day.

Next up would be yesterday.

Went out with Mom & Dad for the sole purpose of getting a ride to take back my repaired mp3 over at Jurong.

& as usual, almost everytime i went out with them we'll end up at Geylang coz dat's like the most convenient place for everything.

But diz time round we had to stay dere for a couple hours coz Dad sent the car for servicing for our trip to Genting diz week. (more on dat later!)

Mom juz had to go to TKC, the most boring place I've ever been to.

& guess wad, she took 2 whole hours juz getting from the toilet to the end of the mall whr me & Dad was sitting!

Okay la, maybe not daaat long, about one and a half hour?

Criusly, I can nvr stand her window-shopping~

Eurgh!

&& After dat one and a half hour, her ONLY shopping item is yet another shoe.

Dat made me criusly moody thru out the whole day coz I'm actually someone who can never tolerate waiting for someone else unless I need their help or I'm in a really good mood AND have company.

Okay, why am I suddenly angry now?

On to the next point, today's meet-up before Gurveen's trip to Aus.

Met with the whole RC makkals except for Naf who's busy with school.

Went for lunch over at BBQ chicken at Northpoint and everyone's totally being themselves.

Then over to McCafe for more chit-chats.

Had a great time laughing and catchin-up with them today.

I swear whenever I meet them, there can nvr be a tme when I'm not laughing or smiling.

Okaaay, maybe not.

Rmbr those, "Why are we staring at each other now?".

Haha!

But since I get to meet them then it's already fine by me.

Next would be my acceptance at the private school.

Got the call from one of the ppl dere juz today and yeah, I manage to get in.

Though it's really predicatable dat I wud get in since it's a private school, I'm nonetheless excited and thankful for dat.

But the thing is, I've to go down to make the payment and sign the enrolment papers 2mrw.

&& school's starting nxt Tues but I would still be in M'sia for my holiday.

Luckily the person was kind enuff to offer to keep the notes for me till I come back.

But dat wud mean me missing the orientation which is on diz Thurs, AND the very first lesson.

Tsk!

I really really need my holiday so i guess juz ONE lesson missed wont hurt rite?

Hah, I'm being totally optimistic here.

Last point, last point!

I'll be away to M'sia, more specifically Genting for my June holidays.

It was supposed to be a June holiday but since

1. I cant get any off days when I'm working at Watsons AND

2. Mom wants to avoid the June holiday crowd AND

3. Dad havent got his mid-year bonus yet, in which he'll be getting tonite,

we postponed the whole thing till diz coming Thurs.

So, I wont be updating anytime soon after diz.

&&& I'm meeting the gals 2mrw.

I cant wait!

I'll end the post with a pic of my cute cucu sedara.

Gosh, I'm old alrd!

2009-06-21T00:07:00.003+08:00

Met diz ceena customer today who totally ruined my day at werk.
Not dat I have anything against ceena ppl but diz one criusly pissed me off la.

Was being my usual self, asking around if the customers need any help and when I asked diz ~~idiot~~, she replied in Mandarin, gesturing about the item(s) dat she's looking for.
And then when I gave diz "huh?" look coz I couldnt get a word she was saying, she juz walked off, MUMBLING to herself diz,"If you dun understand me, how can you help me?" in mandarin, of course.

She said dat in diz proud and egoistic tone.

& I'm like, "Hello? I already offered my help, YOU are the one who didnt BOTHER to learn English so IT ISN'T MY PROBLEM alrite?"
&& another thing, I can TOTALLY understand wad you mumbled LOUDLY to urself.

TSK!
If she didnt say dat in the first place, I would've called my manager to assist her but upon hearing her say dat LOUDLY, i changed my mind and totally ignored her.
To spite her, I talked mandarin to another ceena customer who at least botheres to ask politely, IN FRONT OF HER.

I could totally see her STARE at me but I couldnt care less.
Dat's wad u TOTALLY deserve for being rude.
Hah!

On a side note, at least my manager uplift my mood back again by his countless ~~lame~~ jokes.
=)

Anewaes, was watching Mohabattein again and diz phrase made me reflect on certain things.
I've seen countless friends who changed themselves be it with/without realization for their partner's sake.

One should love you the way you are
Not the way she/he wants you to be.
If someone tries to change you,
Then its not love but a compromise.

& One does not compromise in love.

&&&, 27th, 27th, 27th!
Oh how I can't wait to be free like a bird!
=D

Updates! =)

2009-06-13T18:06:00.006+08:00

I managed to barely survive the day without my usual cup of iced coffee today.

Was feeling so zombie-ish thru out the day.

Unluckily, I had to start my day with dat criusly irritating customer who couldnt understand a WORD I was saying to her, but insisted dat she was right.

But luckily enuff, before I left for home sweet home, the last customer was really sweet and thus made a smile on my alrd expression-less face.

&&, my manager let me off early by half an hour and thus I didnt have to squeeze for space inside the mrt which i really, criusly dreaded.

Anewaes, yesterday was out with Clarice and we managed to explore two new places which we thought wud b a good to-go-to place for catching-up and movies.

Dat two places are; Marina square rooftop and Iluma(i'm referring to the Filmgarde theater dere).

Raj was supposed to come along too but last min he couldnt make it coz of his parents who're worried dat he might fall sick a day b4 going Penang.

Yup, by now he wud be happily enjoying himself over dere, while I'm stuck here dreading every moment at work.

Talking about work, I have FINALLY decided to quit Watson and find a more suitable job.

But I didnt manage to talk it out with my manager today coz he's kinda in a bad mood and those ppl are best left alone during those moody times.

Diz might not fit in but heck it la.

On the 10th, I managed to squeeze some time to meet part of the RC makkals for Naf's bdae celeb.

Coz i couldnt get off on dat day, i juz switched shift with my colleague to meet the gals after work.

They watched movie first b4 waiting for me to finish work, felt so sorry had to made them wait la.

Went to Pizza Hut for dinner and I believed all of us had fun catching up on each other's lives.

Of course dere were those moments whereby we normally say, "Malaikat lalu", u noe those moments where everyone were too engrossed in their own thoughts and kept silent?

Haha!

After everyone finished their meals den we proceeded to present the cake and presents to the birthday gal.

The manager was kind enuff to prepare a plate for the cake even though it wasnt a cake bought from their store.

She even wanted to play for us the birthday song but unluckily the CD player was spolit thus we had to make do with simply our singing.

At dat moment I juz knew Naf heaved a sigh of relieve.

I swear I could barely hear it la, NOT!

haha!

I totally enjoyed my day out with the gals!

Oh yeah, dere's another thing I have to say.

I got a letter from this private school asking if I'm interested in their Bachelor in Biomedical Science course.

Of course I'm interested!

& Bcoz of dat letter alone, I'm all refreshed and ber-semangat now, haha!

I really, really hope dat I can get in their course.

Else, I'll have to start job-hunting again.

To end this post off, here's a dedication to a dear person called Siti Nafisah Nordin.

You're 21!

Happy Birthday!
=D

Be strong in whatever you do.

No matter wad happens, rmbr dat u're never alone so dun always be so stressed up alrite?

I noe dat if u're determined enuff, all obstacles can be overcome easily.

In all, stay happy and cheerful like I've always known u to be.

On diz special day, like the usual cliche bdae wishes, here's mine; All the best in life, may all ur hopes and dreams come true.

Once again, Happy 21st Birthday Naf!

Hope you have had a blasting day today with ur loved ones.

*hugs*

2009-06-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semua bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki2 busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Wow!
Diz few lines of lyrics criusly depicts wad I'm feeling ryte now.
Was juz talking to a fren of mine about relationships and stuffs and it's like the perfect timing dat I chanced upon diz song.

p/s It's by Rossa entitled Hey Ladies.

2009-05-27T00:44:00.005+08:00

Well, I chanced upon diz really hilarious video thru a blog.
It's actually from the really famous song by Korean group Wonder Girls; 'Nobody' but the lyrics was changed to something which revolves around the current swine flu.

So instead of "I want nobody, nobody but you," it became, "when u wash ur body, wash ur hands too."
Diz rendition got me reminded of the SARS song by PCK.
Lol!

Anewaes, today, hmm, actually yesterday since today's already Wednesday, I had a virgin attempt on roller blading.
&& i failed terribly coz i fell on my butt not once, but twice!
Ahaha!

I was lucky I had Clarice's hands and Raj's bike to rely on during moments when there were no handrails or support anywhere nearby.
But NOT lucky enuff when we were going downhill.

Anewaes, since Eagle balm does wonders for muscle pain, I hope it helps ease the pain on my butt too.
=X

Alrite, it's getting real late now so i better head to bed else i'll be late for 2mrw.
Nitez! =)

Dat indecent proposal

2009-05-24T00:22:00.001+08:00

I always rely on iced coffee to keep me awake and refresh during work.
& I frequent diz coffeeshop near my workplace to get my supply of iced coffee.

&& Dere's diz guy who works dere too, at the drinks stall.
He works for the drinks stall uncle.

One fine day, diz conversation took place;
Uncle: "U sumtink sumtink can marry arh?"
Me: "huh?"

Uncle repeats qns and diz time i tot he was asking whether i can get married.
So i was like, "yeah, i can. Y?"

Uncle: *begins describing the particular guy i mentioned earlier*
Me: Ohh, him? Y?
Uncle: U and him can marry?
Me: ahahaha! *act blur, smile, den walk away with my iced coffee* (now only realizing the qns)

Lol!
Dat uncle really have a good sense of humour~

2009-05-21T10:47:00.003+08:00

Here's juz a quick update.

First & foremost, here's my sincerest apologies to Nz & Nisha for not being able to make it yesterday.

It's not dat I didnt want to go, but it's juz dat I miss my FYP frens real badly dat I juz had to meet them.

Real sorry okay?

We shall meet up soon, with the whole RC makkals. (which i really had no idea when is dat)

So, yeah as I've said, I decided to meet up with my FYP mates and catch-up with them.

Dere was a hell lotsa stuff to catch-up on, like Raj going to NS on October 8, Clarice going to UQ and Fairuz still looking for job.

Clarice & Raj were like teasing me, saying dat I'll be all alone once they're gone to UQ and NS respectively.

Coz it's not dat me & Fairuz is not close, but it's jz dat she have her mother to settle her curfew with, and her bf to consider.

(Fairuz, see la, once they're gone, u better date me out okay?)

Alrite, it's juz a short update for now.
I'm running late now, gtg.

When the time comes, I noe dat I'l be missing her (Clarice) real badly.
Let's juz hope dat I wont end up crying my lungs out, for even thinking about it now makes me real sad.
But I shall be strong.
=)

Short update

2009-05-17T22:02:00.004+08:00

Well, now I guess dere's really really too many things happening..

Wads wif the happenings going on at work.
The two rejection letters from NTU and NUS.

Driving lessons.
Yeah!
I'm starting my driving lesson real soon, so i'm real excited.
haha!

Yesterday was out over at Claudia's bdae party at downtown east.
Well, was glad dat I manage to take a breather from werk once in a while and see my ex-classmates.
Though it was juz Nz, Nisha, Hui Min, Jordan, Atiq, Naim and of course the bdae girl.
haha!

Anewaes, work last week was real madness!
Here's how it looks like;

Tues : Afternoon shift

Weds : Full shift
Thurs : Morning shift
Friday : Full shift

But I manage to survive dat week, so here I am updating.
=)

Oops, my points are all over the place.
I noe, but I dun wanna do the 'back-spacing' all the way to the top and re-type everything in accordance to time so yeah I'll leave it at dat.

&&& I'll be meeting my fyp mates real soon.
Yay!
Miss them soo soo much.
We shall have lotsa fun on dat day!
=)
Looking forward~

2009-05-05T18:27:00.002+08:00

In retail line, the no. one rule is, "Customer is ALWAYS right"

To me, dat's utter BULLSHIT!
Try being in my shoes & u'll understand~
TSK!

A really BAD day!

2009-04-30T18:34:00.004+08:00

I swear today's juz not MY day!

1. I've been getting weird stares a hell lotsa times and I dun noe y.
No weird stuff on my face? Checked.
No ugly stains on my shirt? Checked.
Pants zipped? Checked.

Everythink's juz the way it is and yet people kept staring at me on my way back home juz now.
First dere's diz guy who kept glancing at me even though I'm like wad, 90 degrees to his left and NOT even anywhere near him NOR within his eyesight range (in which i meant somewhere where he wont have strain his neck to look!)
Den dere's diz lady who looked at me one kind, as if I'm a murderer or sumtink.
She NOT only gave me dat look but also rolled her eyes at me.

WTH man!

2. At work, people have been asking diz alot, "Do you sell surgical mask?"

Apparently everyone's worried about the current swine flu and of course I do understand their intention to take precautions but the store dat I'm working at DONT have pharmacy so of course we DONT carry the surgical mask.
Tsk!

3. Also at work, a customer was really absolutely rude towards us (me and my colleague) by saying dat we have no brains.

Here's the situation: He was looking for Watsons' distilled water and currently our store run out of stock for them. After explaining the situation to him, he was like all fired up and said those words.

Diz is wad he really said, "You guys have no brains isit? How can you work in Watsons' but you dont sell Watsons' water?"

I'm like "HELLO? Just because we work at Watsons' we have to sell every single thing dat other brands have isit? Moreover, I already explained to you clearly the situation dat it's not dat we don't sell Watsons' water but it's jus dat currently we ran out of stock for it! Which part don't you understand???"

Anewaes, customer ISN"T ALWAYS RIGHT OKAY?

4. And lastly, when I thought dat everytink's gonna be alrite from here on since I'm already under my block, I met diz bunch of rowdy kids.

Kids from the nearby secondary school but act like kids aged 6 and below, criusly.
They were playing hide and seek and making a hell lotsa noise dat even from inside my room, I can hear them shouting and hurling vulgarities aloud.

They sat above the mailbox and were dangling their legs dere.
Initially I wanted to check the mails coz dats wad I always do whenever I got to my block.
However, with them dere, AND seeing me with keys ready to open the mailbox, they didnt even budge from their place and even DARED to ask me, "Nak bukak peti surat eh?"

HELLO? If I'm not opening the mailbox, den do you suppose if I juz point my keys dere and the mailbox will open by itself and the contents fly to my hands??

Haizz!

Alrite, enuff ranting.

I noe my blog's been neglected all due to my laziness.
It seems like dere's a couple of stuff going on, but then again maybe it isnt daaat much.

Dhe ironies of life~

2009-04-04T19:00:00.004+08:00

Initially, dere's quite alot of things dat I wanted to post.
Yet now, within juz a few minutes, nope, seconds, my mood took a drastic turn.

I'm feeling soo pessimistic rite now.
Will update soon.

Anewaes, aint diz scene pretty?
Dhe shining ray from dhe sunset.
But i still prefer sunrise to sunset.
=)

Yucks!!

2009-03-22T12:10:00.003+08:00

Juz a few minutes ago, I was gagging to prevent myself from puking in my own bedroom.
& it's all bcoz of dat stupid Brands Essence of Chicken.
=(

But it is partly my fault too.
Had to blame it on my inquisitiveness, coz a few days ago, I saw diz particular customer who bought a box of dat stupid thing and dranked it as if it was some deli stuff.

& since I have a lot of those stuff at home, I was pondering over the taste.
Wad back luck!
Dat stuff is not only yucky, it also gives off this very strong fishy smell too!
Bluergh!

I swear never to follow my inquisitiveness EVER~
The taste still lingers even though I dranked a pack of milk straight after dat incident.

Oh yeah, talking about milk, dere's diz new product from Anlene which is a small pack of concentrated milk which has two flavour; Plain and Choc.

I noe, you muz be thinking, Anlene? Isnt dat for the elders or more apt those above 50?
Initially I also thought so, but no!
Diz is the concentrated milk, not the powder form.

&& It taste very creamy and nice, I have to admit!
Let's juz say it taste like the milk we had in those days when we were younger and they give us diz very tasty milk for free.
After juz one sip, I knew dat I lurve lurve lurve it!
haha!

Alrite, gotta prepare for work now.
Till next time!
=)

I'm really really looking forward to meeting them pretty soon!
4 more days!
=D

2009-03-15T16:42:00.003+08:00

It's the first time ever I felt this feeling.
I was actually frightened by the heavy rain earlier on when I'm on my way back home from work.
Coz upon alighting the train at Jurong East to change trains, I saw dat the rain was extremely heavy to the point dat I cant even see anything outside beyond 25 metres.

Den several wild thoughts run thru my head.
Like wad if the train I'm boarding skidded, wad if lightning struck me wen i'm walking later on, & more 'wad if's.
Dat shows how scared I was at dat point of time.

But thankfully I reached home safely.
=)

On a more random note, I'm criusly missing all my close friends, especially my FYP mates and RC makkals.
I noe it's like totally random but this feeling is becoming stronger as the days pass by.
Maybe it's bcoz I'm busy at work so it seems like time flies very fast.

I can straight-forwardly say dat the last time I met any of my close friends was about a month ago.
Dat's really a long time I would say.

Thus, I'm really looking forward to meeting all of them again soon in school during the grad ceremony.
Even if they cant make it 2 the ceremony, I'm sure we'll all meet up soon.
=)

Brief points of current event(s)

2009-03-14T14:36:00.004+08:00

I passed my FTT!
=)

haha!
I'm so excited and at the same time nervous about learning driving.

I've already applied and gotten my PDL and am currently looking for an instructor.

Initially I didnt have the confidence to take the FTT coz i only finished reading the book twice yesterday night, but I juz went ahead for it and passed!
My bro and sis who supposedly have their individual tests didnt take the test coz apparently they havent revised enuff.
-_-

Anewaes, on to the next point.
My sis got her hp back coz a really really honest and nice person returns it back personally right dat night when she lost it.
How nice can dat be looking at the current state of the economy now?
=)

She also recently bought a brand new laptop coz hers screwed up already.
I'm like so envious la.
Who wont be?
It's like one night her laptop screwed up, and the verry next day, she bought a new one already.
-_-!

The very last point is pertaining to a current event dat happened at work.
A super rich customer came in and after paying for stuff she bought which costs her over 100 bucks, she accidentally left her Miu Miu wallet behind.
I found it near the cashier and passed it to my Manager.

We decided to wait for her to come back until the afternoon but no, she didnt come at all!
So my manager went to the Police station to report it over to the police coz we found out dat her wallent contains alot ALOT of $100 notes and credit cards and more $100 notes!

Apparently she didnt realize her wallet was missing until she got a call from the police.
-_-!
&& she came personally to our store to thank us.
She even offered us EACH 100 bucks, but of course we had to decline it.
She thanked us like soo mny times dat i've lost count la!

Alrite, dat would be all for now.
If anyone noe any good instructor(s) do intro them to me yeah?
Thanks loads~
=)

2009-03-09T20:18:00.003+08:00

My life's been pretty mundane coz of work.
Let's juz say I work 5 days a week, and on my off day(s), all I do is ~~sleep~~ rest at home to regain back my energy.
Either dat or I have smth to do outside.
-_-

But!
At least it's fun at work tho meeting various types of customers can be pretty ~~irritating~~ exciting.
=X

Like today, I encountered diz ang moh, all the while my colleagues were staring/eavesdropping/listening in on the conversation.
Ang Moh: Do you have postage stamps here?
Me: Sorry?
Ang Moh: *repeat qns*
Me: 'asage sam? (dats exactly wad i heard at dat time, a nonsensical term dat even i dunno)

Colleague butts in: Sorry sir, do u mind repeating ur qns?
Ang Moh: *repeats qns yet again*
Collegue: Ohhh, sorry sir, we dont have it here. You can try bla bla bla.

At diz point of time, i'm alrd laughing non-stop behind the shelves.
From dat point of time onwards, my collagues kept on calling me postage stamp.
-_-!!
But luckily the ang moh was tolerant enuff to repeat his qns 3times in a row.

Den dere's the usual ~~annoying~~group of usual customers who I loathe to the core!
Here's one.

Customer: Is diz product good? (pointing to a shower foam)
Me: Erm, I guess it isn't so bad. *smiles*
Customer: I'm asking u, is diz product good or not?
Me: Yeah, it is. *rolls eyes w/o him noticing*

First of all, juz how can I rate a shower foam???
Secondly, I alrd answered his qns la!!
Thirdly, it's obvious dat he's NOT gonna buy it but he still asks irrelevant qns like where is it manufactured from.
(how does the origin of manufacturer affect the product dat is wad, a shower foam??)
FYI: Dhe product is a rather well-known brand, Dettol.

Alritezz, enuf with my work experiences.

Btw, regarding the interview with MOE, let's juz say I'm 100% sure dat I won't be getting it.
Here's several reasons why.
1. They kept on advising me to further my studies first before joining again.
2. I accidentally mentioned the 'bond', which is a taboo word during the interview coz it shows dat I'm having second thoughts.
3. Interviewer asks me several qns in Malay, which I answered in a "non-baku" way due to accidental slips of tongue.
4. I may have answered their qns too curt and direct to the point dat it's almost like as if i'm listing down my ans like in diz para.

Hence, I concluded dat I failed in the interview.
But I'm not upset or anytink coz in the first place, I juz wanted to try my luck.
=)

2009-03-05T17:53:00.004+08:00

It's confirmed!
My sis hp was stolen when we went out earlier.
It's a rather brand new hp I would say coz it's only a month old.
=(

At first I thought she accidentally throw it away in the rubbish bin while throwing away our SweetTalk drinks.
So I tried calling her hp to see if dere's any ringing coming from the bin, but none.

Until a few minutes ago, when I tried calling again, the hp was already swithed off.
Dat means dat the thief already switched off the hp.

The economy is already so bad right now.
So I guess any free hp found lying around would be taken.
Out of 10 only 1 or 2 would be kind enuff to retrn it back to the owner.

Aneweas, dere's such thing called karma.
Wad goes around, comes around.

& dere's nth i can do except to sympathise with her.

Oh yeah, I got a mail from MOE saying dat I was shortlisted for an interview for a teaching position.
=)

But I am being considered for the DIP ED programme, which is a Diploma.
& since I already got a Diploma (technically), I was considering dat it is such a waste to take another diploma juz for a teaching position.

But heck la, I'll juz try and go for the interview and see how it goes.
If successful, at least my job is secured.
=)

Will be back to update when I've got free time.

Boys Before Flower, a MUST watch! =)

2009-02-26T03:31:00.002+08:00

Boys Before Flower

Well, wad more can i say from the title?
For those who already watched Hana Yori Dango OR Meteor Garden, diz is yet another version of the famous drama created from a manga by the same name.

Meteor Garden was the Chinese or rather Taiwan version.
Hana Yori Dango was the Japanese version.
& diz time round, Boys before Flower is the Korean version.
--> All these drama are actually based on a manga, as I've said before.

Well, initially when I heard about it (the Korea version of the series), I was like hmm, the storyline's the same so why bother watching again?
BUT!
After watching the first episode, I'm hooked!
=X

&&& the main lead, played by Lee Min Ho is hot stuff man!
haha!
Like criusly!
He's only 22 diz year leh..
He's acting the same role as MatsuJun in Hana Yori Dango, so yeah.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, he even had his hair permed to follow MatsuJun.
But do i care? Nopes, coz he's cute!
xD

Dat's him with his hair permed, as seen in the show itself.

& him again, with his natural hairstyle.
=)

So, I'm guessing if you guys havent watch it yet, I'm like criusly suggesting to watch.
Dhe korea version is waaaaaay nicer I think.
(unless u're a MatsuJun fan den i guess u'll think otherwise)
=)

Dhe four ~~hot~~ guys as the main characters, F4.

Look at dhe time now, it's 0330am and I'm still awake watching dat series.
=/

Current craze: Arashi music =)

2009-02-25T21:59:00.006+08:00

Yet another one of my random post~

I've moved on from idolizing NEWS, a jap boyband group to...
Arashi!!
=)

I'm like totally besotted with them la.
Lurve their voice, their songs, and of course, their members.
xD

Here's a picture of them.

I've been staring at diz pic above for like almost everyday since I started liking them.
Coz i set it as my desktop pic.
And it never fails to brighten up my day.
=)

The rather apparent most popular group member is of course, Matumoto Jun coz he acted in several popular drama such as Hana Yori Dango 1 and 2, Kimi wa Petto, etc etc.
But nopes, dat's not who I like in the group.
=/

Who I like most would have to be Nino and Ohno.

Dat's Ohno, the group leader.

& diz's Nino.
=D

On thing I've realized after soo long is dat: I'm always attracted to a particular idol coz of his hairstyle and personality.
Like Nino: He's actually the most mischievous guy in the group. (he even pulled down another group member's pants in one of their concert, lol)
Ohno: I absolutely lurve his current hairstyle which suits his face, and of course, his smile.
xD

I noe, I noe, I'm acting like a crazy fan of theirs already.
But everyone does rite? to any particular group/idol dat they like.
=)

I've also realized one thing:
I would ~~die~~ lurve to go to a live concert held by any of the jap boyband groups dat I've liked thus far.
I've added dat to my wishlist for now.
=)

Another uber random post

2009-02-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

Too many characters died.
T_T
Even from reading a manga, it's hard to control the tears when u're too deep into the characters and storyline.
It's a similar scenario to when one teared by watching a touching/sad movie, or reading a toching/sad novel.

I'm actually referring to Naruto manga here.
& it's actually a 'shounen' manga, meaning a manga for guys due to the storyline which mainly revolves around fightings and actions, but heck it~
&& i realize dat most of the anime I am currently watching are shounen-themed.

Another random post coz i'm dead bored.
=X

Random post

2009-02-20T19:04:00.005+08:00

"Do you have any medicine for after ~~sex~~?"

-_-!!
One of the funniest qns dat I've heard from customers over at Watsons.

Wait, dat's not all.
Communicating with different types of customers everyday can be such an amusing experience.
Hah!

1. Ppl who describes wad they are looking for.
--> Eg. Vitamin - put in water - dissolve - drink
--> Me: Juz say wad product & its brand can alrd wad?

2. Ppl who ask qns which is like so 'duh!'
--> Eg. Why is diz product out of stock?
--> Me: *givin the 'duh' face* Coz alot of customers bought it alrd.

Dere's more but I cant seem to rmbr 'em now.
But heck, it's still fun hanging around with my new colleagues and 'entertaining' those customers.
=)

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2009-02-17T21:25:00.008+08:00

Happy T-W-E-N-T-I-E-T-H birthday NISHA!
=)

Juz noe dat,
I'm really really really really really glad to have you as a friend, & a great close friend at dat.

You've always been considerate, cheerful, helpful, nice, & the list goes on and on.
& Because you always bring so much happiness to others, you're wished a day full of happiness and pleasures that last! =)

Happy Birthday once again!
*BIG warm hug*
=D

p/s I highlighted the T-W-E-N-T-I-E-T-H ~~on purpose~~
p/p/s and ooops, i did it again xD

12.02.09_Clarice Bdae Celeb & Picnic! =)

2009-02-13T20:02:00.018+08:00

Hey, today's Friday the 13th!
Well, dat's juz a random way to start the post off.
Anewaes, the purpose of diz post is to update about the most recent outing with Clarice, Fairuz & Raj on the 12th of Feb, dat is yesterday.

Plan for the day: Clarice's surprise bdae celebration & picnic & of course, have fun~
I started dat day by meeting Fairuz at Bishan to collect the bdae cake which she ordered the day before.
Den we got a ride to Pasir Ris Park (PRP) from her parents who are on their way to JB.
=)

Upon reaching PRP, we realized dat we're too early as it's only 1030 when we've promised to meet the rest at 12.
Realizing dat our cake would melt in due time under the scorching heat, we tried our luck 'borrowing' the space in the fridge of one of the store dere, and luckily, he agreed to help us out.
=)

Pushed the meeting time forward to 1130 but in the meanwhile, received news from Raj dat the pizza will only arrive at noon, so he'll be super late..
Hence, our initial plan to surprise Clarice with BOTH the pizza and the bdae cake were cancelled.
Me & Fairuz were getting bored waiting 4 them both, and couldnt think up of any other plans so we played around for abit~

Us with the cat dat was initially proceeding stealthily towards a bird when we first saw it.
I guess he was hungry and looking for a prey to become its meal for the day?
haha!

Enjoying the sea breeze whilst thinking up of another plan to surprise Clarice~

We took quite a few picz with juz the two of us dere.
Uploading the whole load of them is too ~~troublesome~~ taxing for me so only a few will be seen here yeah~

The ultimate must-do when u're at a beach?
Scribble ur name on the beach sand and pose with it~
=)

Soon after, Clarice arrive with some snacks and Ferrero Roche for us as a Valentine's day gift!
Lurve it~
=)

After some chit-chatting, me & Fairuz headed to the ladies to call up Raj for his location and he said, "on my way".
We finished our business (oops, i guess diz shud not be mentioned here but heck it~) and Raj's still not dere yet.
Fairuz went ahead to Clarice to say dat I went to fetch Raj when in actual, i was standing outside the toilet with the cake in hand..
=/

Soon after Raj came with the pizza, which was given to Fairuz while he proceeded to meet me to light up the cake etc etc.
After much difficulty in lighting up the cake, alas the candle still refused to give in to us and died while we're still walking towards Clarice.
=(

BUT, Clarice was being such a dear and sporting babe by acting as if the candle was still lit up.
*hugs*

Here's a pic of the bdae cake with the unlit candle~

& the sporting bdae girl who was really surprised and excited upon seeing the bdae cake~
=)

Group pic!
=D

Hmm, from my point of view, diz pic above really seem as if the pole at the back was trying to separate our group pic..
idk, or was it Raj and Clarice trying to give way to the pole?
haha!

Here's when the real picnic starts to take place~
Dere's really too much food for the four of us, like criusly!

Fairuz starting poking fun at me whilst I was eating the cake, saying, "ehh, show ur teeth, ur teeth!"
Coz apparently I was laughing at her, no, her teeth when she ate a piece of choc earlier on.
Den came the idea of taking a group pic of us with smeared choc on our teeth..

Eyy, I wasnt being a spoil sport by not having choc on my teeth leh.
It's juz dat i didnt noe dere wasnt any choc at all, after all the fuss of trying to stuff lotsa choc into my mouth~
=X

Dats when i was criusly trying to smear some choc on my teeth~
Somehow, i appear as if i was laughing when i was trying to get crius..
=X

Alrite, diz next pic is totally gonna make u laugh non-stop, like I did.
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Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
Did u have a good laugh?
hahahaha!
Dhe real deal of the bdae girl looking real dirrrrrty~

I bet ur impression of her change after diz pic, hahahahaha!
Alrite, alrite, enuff said bout dat.
She's juz being sporting as the bdae girl~
=)

From here on, it's gonna be photo-heavy.
(hmm, like it's not in the first place -_-!)

Lucky us girls werent wearing skirt.
Else Raj would be labelled 'perv' for taking diz pic.
LOL!

Me & Fairuz look damn short lah in diz pic!
=(
I guess it's Raj's fault for being tall & not us for being short.
xD

I noe it would sound cliche, "Hope we stay frens 4ever!"
But dats wad i criusly hoped for of diz frenship btwn us~
=)

"Come to me"
Dat's wad Raj said to Clarice in the above pic.
hahahahahaha!
It sounds real wrong la~

&& did u notice his shirt was tucked in?
Here's the full body pic of him.

I cant seem to rotate diz pic around no matter how many times i tried, so yeah dat explains the need to turn ur head sideways to get the full picture clearly..
=/

Alrite, I'm getting real lazy to type out everytink so i'll juz chip in my tots as when required.

Me & Fairuz were having soooo much fun fooling around with different poses as Clarice looks on.
The last time she came to PRP, she had slight rashes on her hand after playing with the water thus we dont wan the same thing to happen again.

But, after seeing how much fun we were both having, she decided to join in too.
But diz time only playing at the seaside and not deep into the waters.
=)

Dere she was, happily kicking the water to create the 'effect' dat Raj wanted.
I guess diz was the so-called perfect picture of the water ripples after the kick~

We den moved on to the playground to play with the swing and other stuff dere..

Raj muz be thinking, "y does my stomach look so bloated now? muz have been all the pizza and cake i ate"
hahahah!
nahhh, in actual he only ate one slice of pizza and cake on dat day~

Fairuz: Raj! Wait 4 me lah, dun go so high up can?
Raj: *ignores Fairuz* (to me & Clarice: look look, i can almost touch the leaves!)
Me: Ehh, where did u go? (I was referring to the pic coz it seemed like he was camoflouging with the trees behind)
Clarice: -_-!

Fairuz looks sooo lonely here!
She muz be thinking, "If only bf was here"
haha!

Dat would be the very last pic for diz post~
Actually, we explored like almost every nook and corner of the playground but all the pic is with Raj, so yeah~

I believe we really had lotsa fun enjoying each other's company juz relaxing and chilling.
Too much fun for me, I would say, coz i went back home with a splitting headache and a blackened face.
=/

Anewaes, the surprise bdae celeb was successfully carried out and the picnic, totally enjoyable!!
=D

To end diz post, here's wishing everyone a Happy Valentines Day!
No matter if u're single or in a relationship, it's a day to treasure ur loved ones and show them how much u appreciate their presence!
=)

02.02.09_Genting Trip with family =)

2009-02-09T20:48:00.012+08:00

Alrite, here are the update for the Genting trip as stated in the previous post.

On the 2nd of Feb early in the morning, went to BBDC to have the BTT.
&& I passed!
Okay, nth special about dat~

Den after having lunch with Sis, headed home while she had to go for some job interview.
Waited for her to come home, in the meanwhile started packing our stuff for the 5 days trip.
At around 6 den we headed out to JB first to have our dinner and prayer dere.
We only proceeded from dere out at about 10.

Reached Malacca around midnite, thus Dad decided to stop over at MITC hotel since it's already dark out and he's kinda tired.
No picz taken dere, instead here's a pic taken the next day, in the car itself.

Eyy, the sun was glaring hence the need to put on the sunglasses okay?
haha!

Spent most of the time sleeping in the car while waiting to arrive at Genting.
=/

Finally when we reached Genting, booked into our usual hotel, First World Hotel - Superior Deluxe room for 3 days 2 nitez.
Our initial reaction upon reaching the hotel room?
Picturesss.

Dats our room when we first came in.
The beds look small here but it was a BIG single bed dat could occupy two ppl.

Mom, me & Dad~

A full family pic taken at the hotel lift when we were heading out for dinner~
Dat was Day 2.

Since it was rather foggy outside, me & sis didn't really play at the theme park; neither indoor nor outdoor.
Instead we decided to hang around with Mom & Dad.

Basically the purpose of our stay dere was to relax.
So wad we did was to basically watch movies, tour around "Ripley's believe it or not", exploring different places to eat, and arcade.

Dere wasnt even any shopping done.

I noe, u guys muz be thinking, arcade?
Yeah, we spent like RM250 on arcade, and dat amount wasnt juz spent by me n sis but Mom too~
=)

Mom was hooked on the token machine.

=/
You noe the one where you insert the token at the correct timing to let the other tokens fall and den the amount of token fall is the amount of ticket you get?
haha!

Mom & Dad on our way to the arcade~

Ripley's believe it or not tour was fun!
Get to see lotsa stuff dat wasn't show on the TV show.

Dhe HUGE HUGE chair dat could occupy both me & Sis at one go~

The biggest shoe in the world, worn by the tallest man known on Earth thus far~

A clay mold of the BIGGEST hand~
Hmm, why are the pictures taken all about the BIGGEST stuff?
I have totally no idea.
=/

Dhe stacks of books dat wouldn't fall~
Alrite, dat was a fake picture.
=/
Of course books stacked up like dat would fall due to gravity (duh!).
haha!

&&& tadah!
I get to take a pic with dhe tallest man in the world~
Tsk, i'm like half his height..

Behold, the best picture of all~
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Dhe mirror dat all girls would wished for dat can reflect reality~
Dhe mirror dat made us all look super slim and skinny.
haha!
Dad looked super duper ultra skinny la..
=X

Mom wasnt in any of the pictures coz she wasnt interested in looking around the exhibits, putting it all as 'nonsense' and a 'waste of time'.
-_-!

Since we stayed dere for a total of 4 days, 3 nitez as Mom decided to extend our stay day for another day, we get to explore different places to eat.
Fastfood restaurant like MarryBrown and A&W which cant be found in S'pore.
Normal restaurant like Coffee Terrace, and some more which I cant rmbr the names.
Even the staff canteen, which for me tasted much better and the pricing are more worth it as compared to the other places we tried.
=/

On our way to explore the different places in Genting~

We watched a total of 2 movies dere; Underworld: Rise of the Lycan & Inkheart.
Underworld was uber cool and I find it nice to watch since it was packed with action.
Inkheart was like a fairytale movie, but still nice to watch.

Other times which we didnt spent outside (in the mall) was spent inside the hotel room itself. (duh!)
Watched like too many Malay dramas and movies to rmbr but they're all nice to watch!
I think I'm starting to get hooked to Malay dramas again.
heh.

&& they're not juz the typical s'pore malay drama which I find a tad tooo boring.
They're the type dat have an underlying meaning behind them.

&& the acting was superb I would say, unlike s'pore malay actors which I feel 'plastic' and verrry unreal.
=/

Den headed back to JB on Fri, dat was the day which had me sick till today.
Was sneezing non-stop, coughing and had to clear my throat lotsa times before I can speak anytink.

Stayed over at Tropical Inn hotel for the night coz Mom wans to do some shopping in JB. (finally!)
&& at dat hotel itself, we watched another movie, a horror Indonesian movie which was airing at Suria called "Bangku Kosong".
Dhe storyline was rather typical I would say, but still worth the watch.

Slept with my telekong on coz Mom & Sis said they need it while I'm freezing out~
Mom said dat I woke up a few times in my sleep and dat scared the shits out of her.
haha!
I cant even rmbr doin dat la..
=/

Another family pic at the living room~

Had nth better to do den to pose with the TV set~
=X

Anewaes, headed back to S'pore on Saturday nite after having dinner.
&& dat's dat for my trip over to Genting.

p/s Dere's wasnt much picture of Sis coz she warned me not to put them here. =/
p/p/s She sponsored the whole trip diz time round thus I had to obey her. =/

2009-02-08T21:59:00.005+08:00

I'm backkkkkkk...
But sadly enuff, I'm down with the dreaded 3-in-1 combi of cold, sore throat and fever.
Nonetheless, since I had my fair share of fun during the trip away from s'pore so it's alrite.

Will be back with updates on the trip once I get the picz from sis~
Until den.
=)